#silver text

[romanticwrld]

[cadavertrolls]

✆ silver about zilla :^) ! ! ! !

> Silver's thoughts about his mate are written hastily in ivory lined pages... there's a lot, actually. You focus on one excerpt in particular.

"elieux, i wish you could meet him. you never tell me what you think when you talk to me. i wish you did. maybe then my heart can stop aching for your approval, for you. maybe if i tell you more you'll finally give me the chance to feel peace.

he reminds me of us on our reckless outings after a job well done. do you remember them? i do. when i hug him tight enough i can almost hear whistling wind and your voice faintly over revving engines and pumping gasoline.

when i lean in real close his eyes are wild with the curious fire i remember you having when we first kissed. when im that close to him he talks to me so gentle but i can hear the excitement and restraint when he speaks.

i cant explain it, the type of power and energy he exudes. he excites me in a way i havent felt since you were here with me. it creeps up my chest, my throat, it overflows from my mouth and i laugh.

i laugh."

> Everything past this point is scribbled out with black ink and a heavy hand, so heavy you can't even make out the ghostings of what it said on the page behind. Some things are better left unknown, it seems.

[romanticwrld]

PAMELA - CHAT PILE

[fiskarn]

Want to draw but feeling not very nice about things I draw at the moment. Also no energy. But so much inspiration!!!! Aaaaghhhh!!!!!

[cadavertrolls]

coffee emoji .. relationships... for silver :)

"... Think I found someone I can trust again. Didn't think i ever would. Thought quads were a waste of time for awhile... He makes it easy."

"I love him... Hope he knows."

[cadavertrolls]

💗🍓🎀 for silver

💗 - How long does it take your muse to fall in love?

Approximately 50000 years and some change LMAO he's a tough nut to crack. Zilla only got through to him because he was persistent enough to not be deterred by the fact Silver acts disinterested in everything and barely speaks more than a sentence in a day.

He has huge walls built up around his heart forged by heartbreak, grief, and guilt.

🍓 - Do dates matter to them? Do they often put a big focus on anniversaries, partners birthdays, Valentines day etc.?

YES he remembers every little date. He doesn't go outside but he tries to plan little special things to show he remembers and genuinely cares. It's his way of making up for the fact he really doesn't have much else to offer(in his opinion at least). He sees himself as a broken unlovable hermit.

🎀 - Do they aim to impress their partner often? If they do, how so?

I don't think he feels the need to Impress... Zilla is easy to please and loves him despite everything. I think he felt the need to impress Elieux when they were together, but he was younger and also happier overall as a troll. I think his form of impressing Elieux was like the typical ‘lol hey watch this’ and shooting near impossible targets when they were on jobs...

[cadavertrolls]

Silver exists, and we are not worthy.

> His cheeks darken a tad, and he stares... seemingly at nothing, away from you. He seems on edge, body and neck tense and still.

> He's not sure what to say, so he doesn't say anything at all.

[cadavertrolls]

@ silver NYSTAGMUS BUDDIES

His expression softens some, and the corners of his mouth slightly upturn... It looks like he's smiling.

He doesn't speak, but you got... this. So that must be something, right?