#silvercards

[silvercreditcard]

silver credit card, silver card, millionaireceoclub.com, https://www.MillionaireCEOclub.com

[songsofprayer-blog]

[ out of character ]

I'm back.

I guess.

I don't know if I still want to RP Deuce.

I /am/ staying though.

Except that things are different now.

I'M BALD.

IMAGINE THE HORROR.

I'M FREAKING BALD.

;_______________________;

I probably won't have a lot of involvement with the current Type-0 fandom because I don't want to get pissed off all over again. 

God knows what happened the last time someone from that fandom made me angry.

(more like i threw a hissy tantrum and stopped all forms of communication lolimean)

Tagging everyone who I think is important.

(orwhoithinkiamimportanttobutyouknownotreallythatlovedsow/e)

[songsofprayer-blog]

- three weeks hiatus

Ahh Risa probably doesn't really care because I've never been active but anyway.

I'll be taking a hiatus for three weeks for Deuce, yes? (not that I've been active much before but) I know Acey roast chocobo's hiatus is about to end and she's going to resume being active soon, but I'm sorry. :c

It's just that sometimes it's hard to find any motivation to roleplay a character who isn't appreciated by anyone anymore.

I've just gotten my finals result yet, and don't get me wrong; it isn't bad in any sense, but I just feel... empty.

Because I can tell you that I've never been able to listen in class/study because of brain tumor yada yada excuses and lousy talk.

Problem is, I've never been doing any of that before and I still managed to score at least a second highest in class, and now I just don't know anymore.

Maybe it's because of some twisted childhood memory thing but I just feel so, so stupid not scoring 70+ for every subject we have.

Funny thing is, I've been scoring only 68 for Literature and English (yes we have it as separate subjects w/e) and I actually got an A for Maths.

And A for everything else, except a retarded B3 for Lit and English.

I just feel really, really stupid, and I feel really, really ridiculous about thinking that way  but still no matter how hard I try and reason with myself I can't help but wonder if I'm getting more and more stupid because of this tumor.

So Deuce goes on hiatus because let's face it nobody likes me anyway

I don't have a lot of self-esteem issues. Except for being borderline overweight and lacking in the brain department, which is frankly all I have.

Maybe it's because my father's coming back tomorrow with his wife and I feel really really scared and I don't ever ever ever want to face them not in a million years.

I feel like nothing's going right anymore.

School's perfectly fine but for some reason I don't want things to be like that.

I'm not used to it.

I'm used to school being a huge wreck of idiots yelling and shouting but lately I've found myself starting to tolerate them and I don't like it. 

I just feel so, so much stress, all of which were non-existent before the exams because I'm just a lazy-ass like that who refuses to study. 

Everything just hurts and everything's just not okay and everything's just growing worse and nobody even likes me anymore and I just want to die and get over life because reasons but that's not a nice thing to do so I can't and that's why I'm so depressed I want to die faster but I can't and I don't want to and I'm not whining about it

and i just feel so much stress

sometimes i feel like my head's being bashed in

sometimes it scares me

sometimes i enjoy the feeling of having my heart crushed

sometimes i can't breathe

i hope this is just because of the stress.

[boudicca-icewarrior]

@silvercards

She walked through the warehouse the floor boards were creaky, and there was a dripping coming from somewhere to which she guessed was just water coming through the cracks, due the building being in disrepair she was here to collect what little files were left here. There were rumours that monsters have appeared in the areas but that was understandable as this area had been abandoned for such a long time, the power was out so she had to take the stairs every step on them produced a low creak, the moonlight shone through the broken window she noticed the dripping getting louder but she put it down to being close to the hole in roof. She quickly turned her head as she thought she was a shadow just run past.

[tezcatlipoca-embodied-blog]

silvercards started following you

"Ace..." He sighed nodding in the boy's direction.

[the-agito]

[[A name. HM. Bob |:]]

ooc; SPONGEBOB. 8I

[linearcrash-ninearchive-blog]

silvercards replied to your post

“If I knew, I would tell you.”

"You been away too, oi?"

[gunsandgunsandguns-blog]

[[♦ A headcanon or fanon I believe in. Err... Any character you want, I guess? Do something cool B| ]]

outofcharacter

...er i'm horrible with 'cool' how does 'horribly lame' sound like

MAKE CLASS ZERO TURN INTO PIRATES.

HEY HO!

sorry the idea was fun

I AM RELIVING MAH CHILDHOOOOOD.

yeah i really wanted to be a pirate