06: How do you want to die?
for someone who has tried so often, i think after the violence i wanted for myself over the years, i just want to go out quietly. preferably under the stars. i've hurt myself and my loved ones enough. however, there is a part of me that wants to die skydiving and my parachute has been replaced by an anvil, i get enough time to hold up a little sign that says "oh." hilarity ensues.
39: How old were you when you had your first kiss?
first like "kiss" was nine at [redacted] camp but that was someone kissing me without permission. first real kiss where it was two people consenting to it, was... eighteen.
56: How many people have you fist fought?
oh fuck... so many. In high school i was part of a fight club cause i really picked up on that homoeroticism of fighting your homos homies. so right there the numbers are skewed. went through a bad phase of anger issues which led to a lot of fighting. had a guy try to stab me. had two guys mug me and i tried to fight them off. there was the neo nazi biker on the beach that was thankfully far too drunk to fight proper cause those fuckers fight dirty as shit...i guess around twenty-ish....?