1/14/13 - Trying something new
So lately, I have found that posting on here is a nice alternative from writing in my journal from time to time. I still do of course but sometimes I find that publicizing various topics is something I enjoy just as much as writing. It's a nice change and I don't post anything that I find too personal even if some of it may seem come of as such. I don't know I guess it's just..one of those things.
For this whole day, my mind has been revolving around the idea of potentially moving out my dad's apt. It's something that has been crossing from time to time on the back of mind and I usually dismiss the idea because I can't say I really am ready to. I find that monotonous repetition seems to be resonating around the family and my "home" atmosphere and it's not a bad thing either just...been creating this stagnant atmosphere and that bothers me. But that's not the reason why I'm considering to move out. I'll probably discuss that on another entry perhaps. I find that my brother and my father don't seem to show any effort of personal change. Things change at home but it's nothing very concrete or progressive and it's more like materialistic changes ex. new phone or bed sheets. Whenever I talk about expecting change, it makes me feel like I'm being impatient or naive because change takes time and personal effort based upon what your talking about.
I think I've discovered another outlet. That's all I feel like writing for now.