My parents have just introduced a household rule; that we ask before using laptops/ipods etc. for internet
So this means my time here will be restricted by stuff.
But y'know I'm a goody-two-shoes so I should be able to do the chores and get on when I can.
To be honest, I was planning on stepping back from tumblr anyways - not as much as recently, but after thought and consideration, I need to limit myself.
Finally, I can annoy you all properly :D I feel for you guys XD BU AH I MISSED YO ALL SO MUCH TO CELEBRATE I WILL.... Actually I have nothing constructive I can do... Eee, TINYCHATTING session anyone? Well autocorreect Anyways I have to tidy the house iPod dans pocket so I am heeeere
((So I have no excuses and should stop being a bitch))
I am alive
I just have restricted internet time now, real life barges in on me
I'm sorry
feel free to unfollow and hate
I have things going on these whole six weeks and I'm so sorry I don't come on
I will start carrying my iPod on me at home so I can lurk during the day
yeah
sorry I'm such a git
ack
I will try to be on more, I promise. But because it's the holidays I am here less - I'm actually king things with friends I don't speak to apart from in school :3
I honestly love you all, and care. Sorry if I upset you. I love you. I will still try to pop in everyday, at least to say hello, and try to get on more.
To be honest, once the holidays are done, I'll probably be here more, which is weird, btu my family expect to see more of me now than during school, so I can be here a lot ore because I super speed through homework and et online. So I haven't abandoned you at all, I swear. I feel like I have and I aim to fix that. Sorry, I'm rambling and an idiot. Feel free to ignore all of this.
Also I am trying to get things done, like I want to accomplish things.
I want to do a proper, decent cosplay in October, and hopefully it'll be 2P England, but eh.
So I am spending a lot of time looking at tutorials, shopping and browsing for clothes I need and convincing parents.
Because mum doesn't want me complying a male.
I think I need to have a talk with my parents
Get it out there that I am a straight girl, who just happens to cosplay dudes, only because to be really honest, the dude characters are best and female ones, especially in Hetalia are really specific (dresses etc.) and I haven't the talent to make it.
that and I feel I should tell them about the whole sexuality thing. But actually, no. Maybe. I dunno. If I was either gay or bisexual I guess I would defiantly want to say. But I really feel I am asexual and... well does it even matter? To mum especially, the longer I steer clear of sex anyway, the better.
Maybe it doesn't matter then. But I can tell, she does;t like that I wear boys boxers (because they have Italy on them :D) and crossplay.
