#hadrian-w

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((So I have no excuses and should stop being a bitch))

I am alive

I just have restricted internet time now, real life barges in on me

I'm sorry

feel free to unfollow and hate

I have things going on these whole six weeks and I'm so sorry I don't come on

I will start carrying my iPod on me at home so I can lurk during the day

yeah

sorry I'm such a git

ack

I will try to be on more, I promise. But because it's the holidays I am here less - I'm actually king things with friends I don't speak to apart from in school :3

I honestly love you all, and care. Sorry if I upset you. I love you. I will still try to pop in everyday, at least to say hello, and try to get on more.

To be honest, once the holidays are done, I'll probably be here more, which is weird, btu my family expect to see more of me now than during school, so I can be here a lot ore because I super speed through homework and et online. So I haven't abandoned you at all, I swear. I feel like I have and I aim to fix that. Sorry, I'm rambling and an idiot. Feel free to ignore all of this.

Also I am trying to get things done, like I want to accomplish things. 

I want to do a proper, decent cosplay in October, and hopefully it'll be 2P England, but eh.

So I am spending a lot of time looking at tutorials, shopping and browsing for clothes I need and convincing parents.

Because mum doesn't want me complying a male.

I think I need to have a talk with my parents

Get it out there that I am a straight girl, who just happens to cosplay dudes, only because to be really honest, the dude characters are best and female ones, especially in Hetalia are  really specific (dresses etc.) and I haven't the talent to make it.

that and I feel I should tell them about the whole sexuality thing. But actually, no. Maybe. I dunno. If I was either gay or bisexual I guess I would defiantly want to say. But I really feel I am asexual and... well does it even matter? To mum especially, the longer I steer clear of sex anyway, the better. 

Maybe it doesn't matter then. But I can tell, she does;t like that I wear boys boxers (because they have Italy on them :D) and crossplay.

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((Okay, gotta go and do stuff :3))

Sorry I won't be here much

talk soon, love you all

should be back properly on Sunday xxx

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((Gonna go sleep I am tired and m mood went kinda naff again))

I need to have a good cry :3 Anyways, the thig to tell you - I won't be here much this weekend, as I have stuff planned nearly all weekend. I will most likely be on properly after Sunday evening, so I am not ignoring you I am just busy :3 Uh, I will have my phone so yeah So yeah. :3 AH THEN I HAVE THE HOSPITAL ON MONDAY AUGH HE'S GONNA SHOUT AT MEEEE :/ but apart from that. Let my 6 weeks commence! Goodnight lovely people xxxxxxxxx

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((Hullo :3))

Not really here - attempting to write, and dinner is almost ready

but yeah, just to say hi :3

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hadrian-w replied to your post: ((:s Okay might be a little while)) do you need to lie down?

((:3 I have no idea, I just kinda had a wave of pukeyness...

it passed though :3 just gonna go get changed (though these leggings are waaaay too comfy XD)

be back in a sec xxxx))

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((:3 Good morning!))

I am out today, shopping and suff, but I'll be back these evening, although we might be having birthday meals for a family member, so it'll be sneaky ipodd-ing until they go.

and can I just scream 

thats 

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YOU'RE BACK BABY 

I LOVE YOU GOSH JEPOFSKDMV