#sindynerded

[bruiseswayne]

concept.............. i make a podcast but every episode is just me complaining about someone

[bruiseswayne]

hi it’s almost midnight i have an interview tomorrow and i cant stop feeling emotional about the fucking CLASSIC DBZ SCENE where gohan becomes super saiyan 2 and everything is just so intense and beautiful and he has tears in his eyes AND JUST ? FUCKING HELL!!!!!!! 

[bruiseswayne]

hello is amalia ever not annoying

[bruiseswayne]

hey everyone im got a job

[bruiseswayne]

happy list - september

2017-09-12 - went to group therapy and had dialogue i do not regret so that’s a start gfdnjg - i ate sushis and they were VERY good - i accompanied my sis to the dentist and she thanked me for it and i felt good for being helpful - i actually got my sister’s christmas gift and it’s really cool looking!!! it’s a rare feeling because im like........ i KNOW this will make her happy. usually im always doubting. i love picking up gifts because i feel like im not bad at it - two times today i paid 10 hourglasses to call V and BOTH TIMES HE ANSWERED.......... THANK YOU GOD - dad made milkshakes again which is Yes - it was actually sunny today so i’m grateful. @ the sun thank you i love you

[bruiseswayne]

i think ill try to do happy lists again because lately ive been kinda sad

[bruiseswayne]

why must the dream daddy game debate be so black and white like is it unreasonnable and selfish to be sending threats and hate to game devs because they delayed their game?? yes do you guys have to lick their asses and praise them to no end for delaying said game, 2 hours after the day of the release was over, with like, 6 to 8 hours between the updates??? no is it possible, perhaps, maybe, to be allowed to be disappointed and give constructive criticism, (like for example, this whole communication thing was a mess - saying the game will be out like 4 times in the day, post links to streams to people playing the game and not mention those are like “beta” versions so people wont think you’re just playing the game instead of releasing it, then FINALLY going like ‘nah sorry’ way later, when it’s past midnight, was, imo, the Worst Move I Have Ever Seen and i personally would suggest Not to do that if you dont wanna piss people off lmao), without being immediately labeled as a whiny, selfish kid who has no reason to complain, all the while also acknowledging that yes, the devs WERE allowed to delay that game, just that they should’ve handled it better???? can’t believe that me, a whole bpd, is gonna ask that but, can we as individuals have m o r e than one stance about something, holy shit yes, other companies have delayed their games in the past no, i doubt they told you they were delaying it like, over 12 hours into the release day, while you were waiting in line to get it, correct me if im wrong yes, losing your shit over a video game isn’t cool no, it doesn’t mean that being upset in this situation can’t be justified and finally, yes they had every right to delay that game and it’s okay they did, but also yes, it was awfully handled. like if you guys don’t like to say it was “unprofessional”, let’s just say it was a ridiculous situation that could’ve been avoided with just like. a proper explanation. that fucking shitfest was created because communication was not done properly, which is, actually, the reason most shitfests are created,

[bruiseswayne]

SINDY DO THESE FUCKING THINGS:

[ ] print the 4 button designs [ ] make the buttons, 10-15 of each if possible [ ] try to do next week’s work THIS WEEKEND so its less stress [ ] go out to get a gift for A gjnfgnndjfnj GET A GOOD GIFT BC YOU KNOW SHE’S GONNA GET U SOMETHING AMAZING AND YOULL LOOK LIKE A FOOL: budget: 50$???? [ ] design the coupons [ ] print the coupons [ ] decorate and finish the surprise bags [ ] ON SUNDAY: post the map in artist group AND in art pages [ ] get some plastic bags from someone something i dunno you need those for your prints holy shiiitttt [ ] dont forget to cry 8^   )  [ ] not obligatory to-do but you could start drawing kioko and emilio if ur able to