Okay, so I'm a professional singer. I have to practice, no matter how good I might be, if I don't practice, I will lose this "talent".
But I moved recently. To an apartment building. There are people living on my right, on my left and above me. And I'm so scared to practice.
I hate when other people are aware of my existence. I feel guilty for being in other's field of view. I feel guilty for taking oxygen from others, okay? ( ╥ ㅅ ╥ )
When I sing, practice, THEY CAN HEAR ME. It's not loud, and I practice only when most people are at work or school. I still feel so fucking guilty. But I HAVE to do it...
So to everyone in my building; I'm so sorry for making you aware that I exist. Please forget about me, don't pay attention to me. I'm so sorry. And I'm scared, sorry. I'm sorry ( ಥ ͜ʖ ಥ )