#siniy

[gureishi]

Hi Grace

Soooo... I feel like garbage today (and yesterday... And probably tomorrow too) and kinda don't want exist atm

May I request some saeyoung comfort to sooth my fragile state of mind. Thank you :)

~Blue

Hello, darling. I'm so sorry you're feeling that way. I hope things are a little bit better for you today! But even if they aren't, it's okay (you're okay). I'm rooting for you—and Saeyoung is too.

Saeyoung knows how it feels to wish you could just get out of your head and escape from your own thoughts; he's often wished he could run away from earth entirely and live in a world that's free of pain.

But he also knows that it doesn't work that way. He knows that the feeling he gets when he looks at you (like time and space have collided into a single point of glittering transcendence) is heaven; he recognizes (now) that it is better to feel things (right here on earth, with you by his side) than to dream of running away.

When you are feeling bad, his heart breaks. All he wants is for you to feel good all the time, even though he knows that isn't possible. He might try a little bit too hard: he'll make you little toys and bring you your favorite snacks and wrap you in blankets and stare at you till you tell him to stop, because he's making you anxious.

"Sorry," he'll mutter, curling himself into the couch beside you. "I just want..."

"I know," you'll tell him. "I know, honey."

He'll gaze up at you with his big golden eyes and ask you what it is that you need. And you'll shake your head because you don't know (it's just not that simple), but he'll wait patiently.

He's not going anywhere. You've got all the time in the world.

And he can't fix your sadness with a twist of his fingers. You're not a computer or a little robot; he can't think his way to an answer.

But he can be him (and perhaps that is all you really need).

He can pull you into his lap and cover your face in kisses. He can whisper in your ear with his beautiful melodic voice and pet your hair and tell you he loves you over and over again till you are lulled into a world that's just his scent and his hands and his unwavering devotion.

"You're gonna be okay," he says, his lips tickling your jaw. "I've got you."

You know he does. And he doesn't mean right now—he understands that kisses and sweet words don't fix everything. He gets that you might need time.

But he's here. And he'll wait.

And when you finally smile, his universe will expand. Your laugh is the sound of the stars; when you hold his hand, he understands the reason he was born.

[blu-tooth]

Seven: you really are a handful, do you know that?

Blue: it's called payback, honey. And I can't help it, you are just too cute when you pout.

Here you go. A blushy, frustrated seven, tasting his own medicine from a teasing Blue. Self insert because I love him way too much and I doubt will love anyone ever like I love him. That's the sound of dying alone.

Bonus:

[language-gremlin]

💙Russian speakers!! Are there any quizzes or something similar where I can see examples of the difference between синий and голубой? In English we just use blue for both colors, so I’m a little confused as to what the difference is.

💙I get that синий is darker and голубой is lighter, but I still don’t quite get how to categorize some colors.

[gureishi]

Hi!!!

Soooo this is my first ever request and I first want to tell you how much I love your writing. It always makes my heart mush und I cri hours on ends thinking about the choi twins.

I've been thinking about how saeyoung and GE saeran bond with each other, but In chaotic way. Imagine MC being out of the house for a day or two (visiting jaehee or family) and saeyoung wants to spend the days with his brother and plans something really crazy. And at first it's all well but it becomes more chaotic as saeran indulges himself more in his brothers shenanigans. And once MC comes home, they find the house (and the brothers) in complete messy state. (something broken, something is on fire, etc. Go wild with it)

I just find it really funny and endearing how saeran follows saeyoungs lead and Just share one braincell. Y'know, typical brother thinks.

Hope you have fun with this one ☺️

Ohhhhh, thank you so much for saying so! I can't tell you how happy it makes me to hear things like this. You're an angel.

This is just the sort of scenario I love to imagine.

The thing is that it takes time, after the twins are reunited, for them to get to know one another again. There is so much left unspoken, and so much missed time: they've never had the chance to actually get to know each other as adults. There's love there, of course—but there's still resentment and confusion, too.

And Saeyoung, of course, tries way too hard.

Every single second that he was apart from Saeran, he was thinking—somewhere in the back of his mind, even as he tried as hard as he could to repress it—of the things he wished they could do together. He wanted to travel; he wanted to eat meals outside and lay in the grass and look at the clouds. He wondered if Saeran knew how to drive (he'd like to teach him); he wondered if Saeran knew how to cook (he'd like to be taught by him).

So when they find each other at last, Saeyoung wants to do all of it at once. He wants to get on a plane and go for drives and play games and tell each other stories. And Saeran is amused and baffled and a little bit overwhelmed.

You don't leave them alone together often—and it's easier when you're there to act as a buffer, because they both trust you endlessly.

But eventually you do leave, because you have to—and it's only for a weekend, but still. You kiss Saeran's face as you're going and remind him that he can always hide in the garden if he needs some space.

He smiles and tells you he'll be fine, but you know that he's uncertain.

So when you return (the security system beeping to welcome you home), you don't know what to expect. Have they been talking about their pasts? Hiding in separate rooms?

...destroying the house?

Your mouth falls open as you step through the doorway. What have they done?

There are mysterious objects all over the living room: half-built creatures that hum ominously and gigantic diagrams of what seems to be a computer shaped like a cactus. You tiptoe cautiously through the chaos and peer into the kitchen, which is no better: there are bowls stacked precariously high and a strange substance dripping into the sink.

You call their names, not sure if you should laugh or be worried. Saeran appears around the corner and you throw yourself into his arms.

He kisses you before he says anything and for a moment, you just want to hold him. He rests his forehead on your shoulder and groans and you pull back to look at him. He doesn't exactly look good.

"Are you okay?" you ask, kissing his forehead. "What happened here?"

He laughs (so he's alright, you think), but he still looks vaguely ill.

"We made...things," he says, gesturing vaguely at the house. Just then, Saeyoung wanders into the room, grinning at you.

"The problem," he says. "Is that we ate some of the things we made."

You giggle, looking between the two of them. You're pretty sure Saeyoung has icing in his hair.

"But Saeran is a great cook!" you say, indignant. He kisses your cheek.

"Unfortunately," he says, "my brother is a very bad influence."

You sigh and ruffle both of their hair.

It takes the rest of the night and most of the next day to get the house cleaned up, but your presence makes it easier. And in spite of everything, you can't help but notice that there is an ease about them now that wasn't there before—almost as if something shifted while you were gone.

You realize what it is as they are bickering mildly over cleaning up one of the computer rooms.

They got to be kids, you think. You left them alone, and they acted like children: they trashed the house and cooked weird concoctions; they invented games and fell asleep in the living room.

Their childhood was cut short—but now, they are able to play. They have a long way to go and a lot to learn, but this is the first step.

And you can't make up for lost time: but still—it's not too late to start again.

[gureishi]

Your grace,

Tis I again right after I've written a request to you because my galaxy brain shall not rest.

So I finished Ray's route and Ray's AE (after four tries :')) and it made me really love jumin, but in a platonic way. I always imagine myself how I and him become good friends (and my god I want to be his best friend. He's so fun to talk to and deserves it so much) and the mc in saerans Route got along so well with him and developed a friendship with him over the course of the route and the AE (like he invited us to drink wine with him after we got away from V's house in the AE ahajrkdid). Talking over wine about silly topics, discussing dark magic, introducing him to our favorite stuff, friendly debates. Idk it's just so fun to talk to him

On the other note we know that Saeyoung made a deal with chairman han over the sevenstar drink investment and seven stating that he sees mr han senior like a father (and how Jumin is not a good son lolol) and that makes me so soft how he tried to reach out to find another father figure to who he can look up to, feel save and supported (even if it's in a form of a investment deal)

Now to my actual headcanon. Imagine the choi household (mc, GE saerans, Saeyoung) and the Hans having a brunch together like a found family. Chairman han would recommend a high-end restaurant but we would propose a simple picnic and than try to find the middle so everyone is happy. At the beginning it would be stiff and formal but later it would be a warm and happy atmosphere. Chairman giving the twins heartfelt advices (in a very business way) mc and Jumin having a pleasant talk. I can totally imagine Saeyoung teasing Jumin all the time but it's not uncomfortable anymore. Not chairman proposing to adopt the choi twins

So yeah there you have it. Sorry that it got to long but Jumin my beloved friend. Give him some love T.T

Have fun with this one

~Blue

Oh my dear Blue. I feel exactly the same way about Jumin! I would love to be his best friend and drink wine with him and stay up all night talking about our pets.

This is a really beautiful idea.

After the AE, the characters go their separate ways for a while—but that doesn't change the fact that they're family. For the twins, found family is everything—and for Jumin, deep and meaningful friendships are the most important thing in the world.

Saeyoung and Jumin have never exactly seen eye-to-eye, of course. They've both repressed so much—and they handle their loneliness and their fear in such different ways. They have a lot of respect for one another, but they've never really understood how to communicate.

But Saeran, I think, bridges that gap. He is polite and formal with Jumin at first—and this is perhaps why it's easier for the two of them to forge a friendship. GE Saeran always says exactly what he means, and Jumin appreciates that immensely—and Jumin demonstrates to Saeran that he will go to the ends of the earth to protect his friends.

And everyone adores you, of course. They always do; they always will.

It's Chairman Han who suggests that you all have brunch. He wants to get to know you better: he sees you and Saeran, and your unwavering devotion to one another, as symbolic of everything that's good in the world. You compromise and pick a nice place on the outskirts of the city where you can sit outside—fancy enough for Jumin's father but not so fussy that you'll feel stiff and strange.

Jumin's dad asks a lot of questions. Saeran holds your hand under the table and answers quietly, because he isn't used to all this attention—and Saeyoung squirms because he's happy and sad and full of longing all at once. This, he thinks, is how it would feel to have a family.

He kind of wants to cry.

But there's a moment—amidst the strangeness—in which something shifts.

You're explaining your plans for the trip the three of you are going to take, and Jumin's dad offers a bit of advice: something very small, like the best way to store your passport while you're traveling. And the twins look at one another over your head, and something passes between them. You can feel it.

Nobody's worried over them before—nobody's offered them travel tips or hoped they'll stay safe. Chairman Han is shaking his head and suggesting a different airline or something and both twins shift a little bit closer to you, and you understand: the way he is speaking feels parental.

And that means a lot.

By the end of the meal, all of you are laughing. The air feels lighter—and you will miss Jumin and his father and all the rest of your friends while you're traveling, but you don't have anything to worry about.

They'll be waiting for you when you get back. There will be more brunches and dinners and days spent together in someone's backyard.

There's love there. That's the way it'll always be.

[gureishi]

Hello Grace, tis I again with a request that you may have written before, to which I'm not sure, so I'm gonna propose anyway.

I've recently had a cold (and that on my graduation day to which I also had to perform :')) and and during that time I became extremely sensitive and needy and imagined Saeyoung comforting me and the whole shabang.

Now I like to imagine what would happen when mc was sick during day 8 and 9. Like it all started with a cough (like with me) on the sixth or seventh day and it developed into a fever during the time unknown breaks into the apartment.

Knowing me I would probably stay out of sevens way because I'd have literally no energy to bother him and, like I said before, I would become extremely sensitive and try to take care of myself on my own and try to be as quiet as possible and not Wimper in discomfort (ok that goes way to deep into my trauma)

So yeah I really want to read your take on that scenario or a pov of saeyoung that would be great. Have a swell day/night!

~Blue

PS: I will call you 'your grace' if it's ok. It's sounds like a Nobles title

Hi Blue!!!

Omg nobody's ever called me "your grace" before. It makes me feel wealthy and important?!??

So. Saeyoung makes-you-three-different-kinds-of-sandwiches Choi is worried about you an absolutely unreasonable amount when you're in that apartment together.

There are reasons for him to be worried, of course. His agency is a risk—and now he knows that his brother is a risk, too. He's anxious and afraid; his whole concept of reality has just been shattered and he doesn't know what he's supposed to think or feel.

But he knows—he already knows!—that if anything happens to you, it will destroy him.

So if you're sick on top of everything else, he'll really be a mess. Of course he'll notice immediately: you can't hide anything from this boy. He's literally been trained in observing people—and his attention is on you whether he wants it there or not. It's been that way since the very first time he heard your voice.

And he's trying so hard to protect you from all the things that come along with getting close to him—but if he hears you coughing weakly in the middle of the night he'll feel like he's going to fall apart.

You'll find ten different types of cold medicine and very specific instructions for how to use them laid out by your bed when you wake up in the morning. There will be boxes of tissues everywhere. He won't tell you when or how he went and got them and he'll ignore you when you thank him (but the bright red tips of his ears will give him away).

He'd make you soup if he could, but he doesn't know how. He'll make you tea, though—and he won't be able to stop himself from glancing in your direction every few seconds to see how you're doing.

And you'll let the poor boy take his time: you'll thank him again and sip your tea and smile. He already knows that he needs you; he'll tell you so when he's ready, and you'll kiss his blushing face and tell him how happy you are that he's here.

[parsnibbles-hideout]

The Ice Cave-in

Ship: Kaz/Siniy Rating: General Summary: Siniy loses her dog in a pile of snow and meets Kaz

Siniy walks her dog, Yellow Potato outside in the snow. The day had only just started but the dog was already wiggling humbly. The dog jumps into a particularly romantically shaped pile of snow and disappears.

“Oh no! Yellow Potato!” Siniy yelled out. She jumped into the snow after Yellow Potato and found herself in a sinister cave of ice. As she followed her dog, Yellow Potato, and ended up in a throne room of sorts. Large icicles stuck out from the ceiling and there was a throne made of ice.

“Such unique decorations.” Siniy acknowledged strangely. She then saw a mysterious figure sitting on the throne.

“I am Kaz, the Lord of Ice! Who are you?” The mysterious figure spoke in imposing and dangerous manner.

“My name is Siniy. What did you do to Yellow Potato?” Siniy asked mischievously.

“The dog, Yellow Potato, has been held captive against it’s will in the secret dungeon and can only be returned if my curse is broken.” Kaz stated with eyes full of shiny tears.

“No… It cannot be! What is this curse about?” Siniy asked, charmed very much by Kaz’s shiny tears and hair that danced in the wind like a shrimp catcher on horseback.

“I cannot leave this room until the curse is broken and the only way to break the curse is to melt my frozen heart with love…” Kaz answers scarily.

Siniy went silent and stared at Kaz with pure admiration in her eyes. She shone a light like none had ever seen before. She took her socks off and put them around Kaz’s shoulders, warming him up. “I don’t know how to warm your heart inside your body, but I can warm your shoulders at the very least.” Siniy speaks gracefully.

Kaz’s teary eyes widen like the ominous hole and then suddenly-

CRACK!

The icicles on the ceiling started falling. The ice was melting not just on Kaz’s heart, but also the ice of the throne room.

“Siniy, I think I have fallen for you.” Kaz stated solemnly as the cave collapsed around them. “Yellow Potato shall be free once more.”

Kaz snapped his fingers and they were teleported outside. Kaz was human now.

“Bark!”

Yellow Potato jumped into Siniy’s arms and she cried of joy. She looked at Kaz and kissed him amusingly on the eyelids. They lived happily ever after.

[kittenwizard3000]

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