𝐅𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐒 (MODERN AU) ||HERMES X ALT. FEM READER||
Chapter Forty-Eight; The Sun’s Muse.
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You sat down the table, the last one to get your food from the concessions area. "Welcome back, cutie~!" Jay exclaimed, grinning. Hermes blinked at her, startled. You tried your best not to blush. You placed your plate and cup down, grabbing your slice of pepperoni pizza and taking a bite.
"Hey, Jay." You grinned.
"So uhmm, how did you two like, meet?" Seth cut in awkwardly, directing your gaze to you and Hermes.
"I saved her from getting hit by a car!" He exclaimed, grinning.
"We kept in touch afterwards." You shrugged. "..he's relatively entertaining." You added, muttering.
He gasped dramatically. "That has to be the nicest thing you've ever said about me!" He exclaimed.
You scoffed. "Oh please. I say nicer things about you plenty."
"She certainly did when she was telling me about you." Jay cut in. You gaped.
"Oh~? Do tell me more, darling."
You clasped your hand over her mouth. "Jay!" You hissed. You knew she would greatly exaggerate what you had said to embarrass you. "He calls everyone that, don't worry about it." You said in a low voice, nodding at Seth, who looked rather confused. You could feel her laughing beneath your hand.
"Don't worry, cutie, I won't tell him a thing. I'm sure you can tell him about how charming and pretty you find him yourself anyways." She remarked, a mischievous tone of voice.
Your face went beet red with blush. "Shut up." You grumbled. Hermes grinned at you, a horribly smug and giddy look on his face. For a split second, however, his expression dropped, as if something worried him. But it changed back so quickly you were left wondering if you had imagined it.
"Oh, don't act like you're not smitten with me~!"He teased.
"Both of you are insufferable." You groaned, rubbing the bridge of your nose.
"...I think that's just your type."
You turned, blinking, seeing that it was Seth who had just spoke. "I- you too?!" You exclaimed, startled. Jay and Hermes just stared for a moment, before both burst out laughing, Jay wrapping her arm around boyfriend's shoulder. "...I hate the fact that you're probably right." You admitted with a sigh.
Hermes leaned against your shoulder playfully. "Aww! I'm your type!" He exclaimed. You rolled your eyes.
"Don't flatter yourself." You responded, though your tone was lighthearted. You leaned into him for a moment, before sitting up and shouldering him off of you.
"So. Were you dating when he flirted with you at work or-?" Seth asked after a moment of quiet.
"Nope." You spoke.
"To be clear, I was not flirting-"
"You were harassing me." You corrected.
"Was not!"
"Hold on, what are you all talking about?" Jay cut in, confused.
Before anyone else could answer, Hermes responded, giving a slight eye roll. "Oh, not much. I visited that cafe you all work at while she was at the counter. I simply wanted to make sure she was doing alright. It did not occur to me I was being 'weird' and 'creepy'." He sighed, doing quotation marks with his fingers.
There was a moment of silence after he spoke. "Right..." Jay muttered, squinting. "Anyways, I was thinking we could take a group photo!" She exclaimed, pulling out her phone from her pocket. You felt yourself perk up at the suggestion. She extended her arm, messing with the camera angle to make sure everyone was in frame. You grinned, Hermes peeking out a bit to make sure he was visible from besides you. He slung his arm around your shoulder, warmth seeping into your skin. She snapped the photo, and you leaned onto his touch.
"You better send me that." You spoke, raising a brow. Hermes rested his head on your shoulder, but you didn't pull away this time, instead just paying him no mind.
"Of course." She shrugged. She pointed her phone towards you, snapping another photo, a mischievous grin on her face. You rolled your eyes.
"Are you seriously taking pictures of us?"
"What? You two are being cute. Figured I might as well." She protested, tucking her phone back in her pocket. She casually took a bite of her pizza, taking a moment to chew.
Seth hesitated, looking like he was about to speak. You moved your attention to him. "So uhm- Hermes, where are you from? You don't really seem like you're from here so I figured I'd uh- ask." He asked hurriedly, still sounding a bit nervous. You wondered if something was bothering him. He did tend to be awkward, but still. You thought about his question. You supposed the god did appear a little out of place here, and not just for his beauty. His skin was well tanned, something unusual for a place like this. Not that it didn't get sun, but certainly not enough year round to maintain a tan like that. Not to mention he had an odd sort of.. accent? You weren't sure what to call it. But his pronunciation was almost.. too perfect. Which didn't exactly mean all that much, but it could imply that while he speaks English fluently, it may not feel natural to him.
He shrugged. "I'm from Greece. I travel a lot though." Answered casually. "How about you two? From here?"
"Born and raised." Jay shrugged.
"I'm from South Carolina. Moved here in middle school." Seth replied. "What? Why are you all looking at me?"
"I don't know, you've just never mentioned that before. I would never have guessed you were from the coasts." His girlfriend replied, sounding mildly surprised.
"Isn't being from Greece more surprising?" He asked, blinking
"Yeah but like- I've never met him till now. I'm just surprised it's never come up." She remarked, voice light. "How were the beaches down there?"
"Pretty ok, I think... I don't really remember, honestly." He spoke, squinting as if in focus.
She sighed. "I've gotta scrounge up enough money to travel to East Coast one of these days. I miss the beach."
"Huh. I don't think I've ever actually been to one of those." You blinked. "Or well, a salt water one that is."
Hermes and your coworker across from him both stared at you for a long moment. "Well I suppose I'm going to have to change that." The god finally spoke, sounding completely certain.
"Oh please, I don't-"
"Nope. I'm taking you. You need a vacation anyways." He interrupted.
"Ugh, don't we all." Jay groaned. "I've been taking extra hours lately. Sucks ass."
"Oh shit, why?"
"Tiffany's a bitch."
The rest of the evening went on similarly, full of light conversation and laughter.
~OPHELIA'S PERSPECTIVE~
She sat, inhaling. He would be here soon.
"Ophelia?" A soft, melodious voice rang out. Sure enough. "I've returned. I apologize for how long I've been gone, my sunrise. Helios kept me quite busy." He swept towards her, cupping her face in his warm, soft hands. She could feel his smile, his light amusement in his words.
She turned away, unable to meet his gaze. "Ophelia?" He asked again, slightly confused. "Please just look at me, my dear. I'd hate to think the love of my life was angry at me." He spoke, concerned.
She couldn't look at him. She was afraid if she looked at him, she'd collapse back into his arms, sobbing as he held her close. "Don't call me that." She snapped. He pulled away, as if shocked. "If you loved me, you wouldn't have been trying to kill my best friend." Her voice was cold, distant and far from the warmth she had once greeted him with. And yet, it trembled. Strength diminished by her heart break.
He hesitated for a long moment. "Ophelia, I-"
"Don't. I don't want to hear your words- I don't want to hear your excuses! Just.. leave." She burst out, holding back a sob. He reached towards her, and she stiffened. "Don't touch me."
"Please, my dearest..."
"What could you possibly have to say for yourself, Apollo?!" She protested, eyes wild. "What excuses could you possibly have for trying to kill my friend?!" The words tore from her throat, the anger almost sounding unnatural, something she rarely let free. But now it has clawed its way out of its prison, unleashing itself.
He was silent. Tension crackled in the still, quiet air. She drew in a long breath, her heart itself trembling. Suddenly, the weight of his presence that once comforted her tasted bitter on her tongue. "I love you deeply, Ophelia. You are my sun, my light, my warmth. Without you, my world would be plunged into cold, icy darkness. The bird song would turn into cruel mockery of my grief, the poetry that once came so naturally would dry on my tongue. I couldn't bear living without you. I only wanted-"
"You wanted me to be dependent on you." She finished coldly. "You wanted to rip me out of my previous solar system and into your orbit, where you would be the only thing I had. You wanted to own me." She confronted. "You're selfish. You think everything revolves around you. Why didn't I see it before? Gods, even from the day we met, you were like this. Why did I ever let myself fall for you?" She desperately wished she could hate him. She wished she didn't still crave the feeling of his arms around her. She wished the thought of his absence didn't make her feel hollow. Since when did she feel so much about him?
"Why can't I hate you?" She wondered out loud, her voice much quieter than before, a whisper of somberness to it.
"You belong to me. Just as I belong to you. It was written in the stars, woven by the fates themselves long ago. We make each other whole. Can't you feel it?" He responded, an underlying tremble to his smooth voice. "Please, I beg you, my dearest, don't abandon our love. I need you like I need the ambrosia I sustain myself off, without you I'd shrivel, I'd-" He cut himself off. He had dropped the serene act he had held before, panic and desperation rising as he spoke, words beginning to flow quicker from his lips. He reached up, holding her face once more. "Please. Just..- Just at least look at me."
Guilt twisted in her stomach at his desperation. Some part of her wished she didn't confront him. But she had to. Perhaps what she really wished is that it wasn't this difficult. A sob she had been holding back rose in her throat. "I- I can't-"
He gently wiped the tear from her face. "I can't do this anymore, Apollo. You- You think you can just kill someone just because it's convenient to you! A real, human life ended just to make yourself more of a hero in your stupid love story! It's not even me you fell for- it's the idea of us." She choked out, tears streaming down her face. "I don't care if I have to defy the stars, I don't care if I never love again. I can't be with you. I can't play the part you wrote for me in your stupid fantasy! Not if it means you'll kill innocent people to maintain it!"
He hesitated. "It is the nature of the gods, to kill." He uttered, though there wasn't much confidence in his.. excuse(?).
"It didn't have to be yours." She spoke softly.
Unable to resist any longer, she looked at him.
And gods, what she saw felt heartbreaking. His wide, beautiful golden eyes were flooded with desperation, his normally serene, enchanting face a painting of panic and grief. Something within her shattered.
But hidden beneath all of what she saw, was a small spark of something she had never seen on him before. Something that she almost couldn't identify at first.
Fury.
She felt a knot of fear in her stomach. "Just- leave. Please." She uttered, looking away once more as she pulled away from his touch. Suddenly, she wondered if this was a bad idea. What would he do in his grief when he lost hope? What if he harmed her? She would have never thought he was capable of doing so, but now she isn't sure if she knows anything about him. Or worse, what if he harmed her family? Or friends? Someone specific came to mind in that last statement, and her stomach lurched with dread. No one deserved to be punished because she had made the foolish decision of loving a god.
"...Are you afraid of me?" He asked, shock and devastation weighing on his voice.
She ignored the question. "If any part of you actually loves me just please- don't hurt the people I love. That includes <Y/N>."
He froze, stiffening at the mention of that name. It almost looked as if a switch had been flipped within him. "You'd really choose her over me?" He muttered.
"Apollo-"
"Fine. I'll go. I won't touch her, if that's what you really want." He interrupted, jaw clenched. "But just know I love you deeply, even if you do not understand. If you want me back, call my name and I will come."
And with that, he was gone.
She sobbed.
Author's Note: love yall but you two have been dating for like. a month at most. 😭🙏 these dramatic ass bitches I swear...
song "what if we rewrite the stars" from hit movie/musical Greatest Showman except instead of rewriting the stars to be together it's rewriting the stars so they can get a divorce
SORRY IF THIS IS BADLY WRITTEN IDK IF IT IS BUT IT KINDA FEELS LIKE IT SO IF IT IS MY BAD
also wow i posted a new Hermes story!!! don't get too attached to it for all we know i might not update it for like. four months or something. not purposefully or anything but it be like that sometimes
This chapter was going to be called "This Night" in reference to a Billy Joel song of the same title however the scene that the chapter title is referring to ended up being postponed in favor of Ophelia and Apollo break up scene so.
see yall!!!!
~Published 07/25/26~
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