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[sinnadone]

So I got diagnosed with ADHD this morning & I’m currently living out the last ten unmedicated-for-adhd hours of my life (as pharmacies are closed for the day); sharing this here as it’s extremely relevant to my creative endeavors asdfghjk (and also just to share!! the joy!!! ‘cause i’m bouncing and spinning and frolicking over here aaaah!!)

[appelsiinilight]

Hrrrnn... went looking for some fat representation in books & found a novel with a fat main antagonist, buuut, who is also described as really attractive & pretty. But he also dies a horrible death by the end. But, he’s hot and has people crushing on him, and others generally like him (until he tries killing them, that is). And I can’t think of a single other fat character in literature who’s considered attractive, villain or hero (and so far, the only non-literature example I know is Rose Quartz). Am I that desperate?

Yes. Yes, I am.

[sinnadone]

Oh, and my “director’s commentary” is what is customary to add to the tags of the original post; I’ve noticed, however, that the presence of full sentences in the tags sometimes makes the post disappear from search results. Such posts often reappear after the commentary tags are deleted, so I theorize there might be some spam filter that is responsible for this (fair tbh). So I thought I’d add stuff like that through reblogs instead :P

[Obligatory disclaimer that I am in no way affiliated with Tumblr staff and know jack and shit about social media platforms’ inner workings, this is based on the personal observations of a someone who posts three times a year asdfghjklfghjk] (this also doesn’t Always happen. but it’s happened Enough to annoy me asdfghjkl)

oh and happy new year btw!!

[sinnadone]

Oh not me finding out Otto Octavius deadass has a degenerative neurological disorder in the PS4 game

I am torn betwixt “Yay! Disability subtext inherent to an altered body in a superhero story, raised to text! :D” and “Aw shit, disability subtext raised to text in a villainous origin story & accompanied by all the usual tropes” asdfghjklasdghj

[sinnadone]

Finally got around to playing more Deltarune. I want the Queen to toss me up into the air like dads toss their kids in stock photos

[sinnadone]

Sam is officially demoted from the position of being My Favorite Winchester Brother for the crime of being too hard to draw.

[sinnadone]

Oi, btw, I’ve got a job in the animation industry now 😳 In the Russian animation industry, but you know, potato-картошка. This is unrelated to my general lack of content production from January onwards; that, as it turns out, may be due to ADHD, which I may have. More on that once school starts back up and I can talk to the school psychologist again... If you find yourself being unable to get to both things that you need to do (like school and work) and things that you want to do (like fanart) a little too often, uh, I recommend getting that checked out XD

Though the real reason I’m making a post right now is that I really need to use a whole lot of expletives, publicly: the Illusion of Life is breathtaking and all, but I’ve been doing fucking nothing but shuffling vertices around in Adobe Animate since May, and boy, I cannot fucking wait to just fucking draw some shit that will stay in fucking place! Also, they lied, frame-by-frame animation is so much fucking easier, you can literally just draw lines wherever the fuck you want. Friendship fucking ended with vector animation, back to the fucking cavemen times, catch me drawing some mammoths on some rocks with my finger dipped in dirt!

[sinnadone]

Hey, to all artists, writers, animators... anyone who uses programs where you need to save occasionally, RIGHT NOW go and enable the autosave function (typically found in the preferences). In every program on your computer that you ever use. You’re welcome.

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...Don’t ask :(