#sinranting

[the-sinful-angel]

I want to make more art…but I’m scared that I’ll get more people upset. >~< Already had like three ppl in my inbox complaining abt my art so I deleted all of my anonymous asks bc I was afraid that it was haters trying to get info on me T^T and turned it off :( I feel bad bc there may be someone too scared to talk to me without it…idk I feel guilty about everything

[the-sinful-angel]

!Okay, for those who don’t seem to understand this post…(already had someone complain about this…TT^TT)…a Nephilim has different beliefs of who and what they are. Some say they are mighty giants and in some testaments, such as “First book of Enoch” the Nephilim is written as “Sons of God” and “Daughters of men.” They are understood to be fallen angels. Some of the Nephilims are depicted as hybrids. Offspring of human women and fallen angels. This is why my little guy has the stereotypical demon horns, tail, angel wings, and halo. He’s a stereotypical cherub that has fallen. Hes a human/angel hybrid. Angels never wear clothes. So he doesn’t. But there is a reason why he has his front side censored. I don’t want people to take my art depiction in a negative way. <~< but apparently I can’t make art of my religion…without it being hated on bc he’s naked :(. If anyone has seen paintings of “cherubs” you’ll see that they are naked. A ton of angels are. I get that people can be rubbed the wrong way >< but it still doesn’t feel good to see people hate on my picture just for depicting my religion in my own cute and cartoony way. Breaks my heart. *sigh* but people will always hate. It’s an angel. A fallen angel. He is censored on the front so people don’t depict it in a negative or sexual way. But nope. It’s not even tagged under my more personal tag. Read the post before you make another post about it. Read my bio or pin post to see my other tags. Better yet. Keep it to yourself >~< I’ve said in my pin post that I don’t like when people do this. I’ve blocked the person but for anyone else that wants to look at my art in a way that isn’t even remotely close to what the post says…Get educated. It’s my religion and I’m going to draw it regardless, he’s an angel. They don’t wear clothes, just like how Adam and Eve didn’t wear clothes until they sinned. Angels don’t have that sin to look at each other and find the body inappropriate. That’s a reason why they don’t wear clothes O-o PLUS! They aren’t even human! A BUNCH of the Nephilims were naked! Why dose the human body have to be hidden? We look at the Roman sculptures. The way they lived. The traditional style they lived and no one has a problem with it? But when someone redraws it or researches what they did. If they act upon it then it’s wrong? Our society came from them. We learned so much from them! But drawing the human body is wrong? When they draw SFW nudity it’s…wrong??? 0.0? It’s the human body. It’s the body of something from my religion. Why is it so bad? Bc it’s a cartoon character? He’s CENSORED in the front so I don’t get called a freak and a creep! The original and first design didn’t even have any censorship on it bc I didn’t think drawing a character depicted as an angelic figure was wrong! It’s a butt! Even in the cartoon they have their butt out. ALOT! But it’s my religion in a photo. In a character I like. And apparently it’s wrong T-T

[the-sinful-angel]

NOOOO!!! NUTTIE DEACTIVATED!!! T^T nooo!!! I loved their art!!! >< no!!! I’m so upset omgs!!!! X~X kill me noooooowwwwww!!!!!!!! I’ve noticed so many ppl leaving!!!! Noooooooo TT^TT Come back!!!

[the-sinful-angel]

AWWW NOO!? What happened to Nuttie?! TT^TT ?! Who did it?! Who made them leave?! Who hurt them?! I’ll rip off faces?! Who did it T~T?! I LOOOOVED their art…aw man

[the-sinful-angel]

I’m thinking abt my little Nephilim…When he gets older he gets larger, they are giants so it would make sense. I plan on giving him a more hellish look when he gets older, with more feathers and a bird like body. Or it could be like a Satyrs/Cherubim hybrid since he is indeed a Nephilim. I will make some concept art…I also have a little story dedicated to him, oh! And fyi, he’s naked, yeah. And? He’s a baby so idk why you guys are making it such a big deal, I think it takes one brain cell to figure that out. And he also isn’t double d. He looks like him but there’s a reason:

He is technically a brother to double d bc in this story DD’s mom will get impregnated by a fallen angel, an incubus. (If you don’t know the stories of an incubus it’s this: He finds a woman he likes and impregnates her in her sleep.) She will think that she got lucky with her husband and they will keep it secret for a bit until they can get clear ultrasound picture to show to their son. But when they do the doctor is concerned bc the baby appears to be growing horns, a tail, and wings. This concerns his mother and father, however they don’t believe in terminating the baby so they have it and explain to DD that they might not keep it. When it born it has a bright halo, horns, wings, and a tail. DD gets attached at first sight and begs his parents to keep the baby Nephilim. Not knowing what to do they decide to keep it ^^

[the-sinful-angel]

Why am I just how realizing that a handful of ppl left the fandom??? I live under a bridge at this point T^T I thought it was just one person

[the-sinful-angel]

><; I want to share something to someone but I get to nervous abt it…like I know they’ll enjoy it…but my brain fires off into “what if they think ur weird?” “What if you offend them?” “They’ll block you” “They won’t think it’s cool, they’ll think it’s stupid”…. :/…. but I know it’s something that they like! I know! .>~<. But I can’t help but over think it. I know I’m not the only one lol

[the-sinful-angel]

I just watched someone get confronted for kink shaming….O.o…Honestly, you go guys ^^ I don’t think it’s ever okay to bring someone down for liking something…unless…their kink is to bring ppl down…idk >~<