Sirens of Titan!
Kurt Vonnegut scares me. Slaughterhouse Five not only ruined my perception of him, but also the perception of myself because of how abstract his writing seemed to me. Not gathering the relevance of prior historical knowledge set me up to utter confusion and disappointment reading this book in eighth grade. Also the fact that I did not think I was mature enough to be able to read his book in the first place.
I was young. I never enjoyed history or abstract writing- whatever that may be - until high school. I am sure that if I read the book again, I would be thoroughly intrigued.
That being said, I embarked on another Vonnegut novel, Sirens of Titan. Last year I started reading the book during Quarantine, and I do not know why I stopped reading it - I do not think I could focus on reading it amidst a pandemic.
Fast forward to college, and I am trying to finish reading all the books I did not get to finish in highschool/ been putting off because I have been lazy. . . . Going into the school year, I already had my forbearance against rereading Sirens of Titan, but I pushed through. . . .
I loved this book! Sadly I did not write down any quotes that stuck out to me, but this book gave me great Rosencrantz and Guildenstern vibes only because of the subtle discussions of existentialism and the universe.
Malachi travels from Earth to Mars to Mercury to Earth to Titan, a moon in Saturn’s orbit.
Understanding the multiple layers that Vonnegut must have had when creating this entire adventure - sci fi - commentary novel about our purpose in life, I cannot help but wonder if I like Malachi Constant or not. I think his purpose in the story is to reflect us. There was one point near the falling action of the novel where I pondered: [paraphrased] Malachi Constant could not think of one good thing he has done.
I am sure that we can all think of one good thing that we have done, but in the sense who are we to judge what kind of person we think we are. Actually, it might be two-fold: our opinions of ourselves matters, but also how we treat others and their opinions of us matters, as well. That was a mouthful. All I am saying is that the good that we think we do could be done more.
Malachi was “I was a victim of a series of accidents, as are we all.”
This line was repeated by Malachi when he returned to Earth, and it is endearing. This quote reminds me of Bob Ross because the connotation of “accidents” can be good or bad. Happy Little Accidents vs Bad accidents. Whatever one it was, it makes me feel almost safe in a way. The universe is so fast and unyielding that perhaps we are all accidents that happened to live and love each other on the same timeline, which leads me to the next line that I found online:
“It took us that long to realize that a purpose of human life, no matter who is controlling it, is to love whoever is around to be loved.” All the times love was mentioned in the novel, it was a task and not very glamorous, but I had not realized that there were so many more subtleties that love comes through as. The novel shows us love prevails all if we so choose to notice who is around us through it all.
The novel moved through space and time taking my attention with it because of how structured it was. Malachi’s downfall as a modern day anti-hero reflects us as we both try to accept fate and find our own sense of free-will within it. How much is written in the stars, and how much is up to us?
Vonnegut has created the universe that we wonder and ponder today as a place of mysticism and a place of which is an all-knowing that both watches how we exist. Everything that happens in his book, has happened, already happened, and will happen, which is how we live our lives now.
I could talk about the novel more than I could write about it.
Kurt Vonnegut does not scare me anymore.
- Riri

















