#sisusen

[hillerskalibrary]

Hi. Is this a place to self promote? 😶

I've been living in the shadows since the summer of 2021, not daring to stand tall and shout my stories from the rooftops, but instead just hiding behind an alias on AO3, because I've felt that I don't really belong due to my age.

But these past days so much has shifted (thanks to @darktwistedgenderplural and other amazing people!) and I so deeply want to show the world my face (that on here is a door, but, semantics 😎) and because of that - can I please ask you to add me to your author-list?

On AO3 my name is ageminiheart and I love my little stories so much, and I would love for people on here to know about them ❤️

I do have kudos and comments that I hold so so close to my heart but I want to be that author here aswell. No more hiding!

And okay, I'm maybe making this bigger than it needs to be, but it's a BIG THING to feel that I'm not ashamed anymore, and I feel slightly extatic about it.

I have fics about death and birth and anxiety and fairies. And there might also be a fair share of smut too.

Thank you and please post this ask if you want to 🥰

Oooooh is this you??? Hiiiii!!!!!! 👋 It's so nice to meet you! I very nearly replied to that post - after all I'm only a smidgen younger than you are, and although I don't (currently) write smut, I very much felt your fear of being the creepy adult. But @darktwistedgenderplural said everything better than I ever could, and I'm so glad their words resonated with you 💕.

And YES, this is a absolutely a place for self promotion, YES, I will be honored to add you to the writer list and, NO you're not making it bigger than it needs to be - it is a big thing to come out like this, and I'm so glad you get to be excited over it!!!

Hillisar: meet Sisusen, and if you haven't read them yet, find her fics on here AO3!

[bearmustard]

sisusen replied to your post “just a PSA that I’ve always been really awful at sideblogs (I don’t...”

Honestly, I follow you BECAUSE you are a mix of 1D and random stuff! Those are my favourite blogs! So you do you, because I love it!! :D

Nawwww, thanks love! this is so lovely and encouraging <3 

[barbaroka]

Hi, I ADORE your 15 min drawing of Louis with the rainbow heart shirt! I browsed your blog, but there were only 2 pages? Are you very new here? I have just started drawing again after a pause for about 15 years (Yeeees, I am oooold, 34 years...) and after going through "normal pencils" (sorry, I dont know the word in English, but you know, the ones you sharpens...) with differens softness, and stomphs and also charcoal I have found the thin felt pens! WOW! And it looks like that´s what you used?

C: Sorry sorry, my space ran out! Well, my question is, if there are more of the Louis-style drawings hiding somewhere? If there IS that kind of pen? Wichever pen you used, I am really fond of the fact that you cant erase (what a revelation! :D ) and the way the shadows are made! It´s a very nice way to draw! Please, if you have more drawings like Louis, I´d love to see them. And I really liked your Ed-drawing as well! (And I agree, he is AMAZING! I saw him in concert last week, aahhh, sigh!)

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Ok, WOW, I needed to calm myself down, got a bit excited after reading your message, haha. First of all, THANK YOU for you kind words. It means a lot. :)I am not new on tumblr, I've actually had a blog for three years now, this is my side blog I decided to make, just to post some pictures when I feel like it..? Um... I don't post many pictures in general, because when I do, I don't usually get so many responses. And I am lazy to upload. I felt like fainting when I saw the count of notes Louis' picture has received in such a short time. It's overwhelming and I am not used to it. I have an account on deviantart, you can look if you're interested to see a bit more. :)Draw! If it makes you feel good, draw and draw and draw. I'd stopped drawing for half a year, it was very painfull time and I know how I felt when I took a pencil to my hand again and let it dance on a blank paper. It doesn't matter you stopped, it's important you started again. :) I'd like to see some of your drawings as well. :) AND you're not old. My mum always says it's the best age, if she could get younger again, she'd like to be 32-34 again. So no, you're not old. :)I draw with pencils all the time, because they're just there and I am often lazy to pick anything else to draw with, but I like the pens as well, they make very nice lines and contours and I like the challenge of not erasing any mistakes - I make them, so they should stay there. :)I bought the pen two weeks ago. I didn't know what was so special about it, why it was a bit more expensive than others, I just liked how it looks. Now i know it's actually blendable, thanks to you, because I wouldn't try to find any information about it before. I just draw with things I like, I have no idea what I can do with it and how to use it properly. What a shame.:( I don't even know if I make any sense, I just don't know anything about the tools. I just like them. 

Ed Sheeran is amazing. He'll be in my country next year. The tickets were sold immediately. I didn't have a chance. Maybe next time. I am actually jealous now, thank you. :D

You make me want to post every single sketch I've ever drawn, haha. But I'll draw something again soon. I'm babbling. I'll stop. Eh. 

Thank you again. You made my day. xx

[adorablefuckers]

sisusen said: Your dick is beautiful, I love it, I really do! #thingsyouneverthoughtsomeonewouldsaytoyou

Yes. This is definitely in the category things you never thought someone would say to you. My imaginary dick swells with pride!

[txtremix]

Lmao not this bang. I believe this one has to do to with fic's but not sure how it works :)

[ohthefond]

harryscurlsorsmell replied to your post: So I just got my One Direction tickets in the mail...

i can’t stop laughing

Same though!!!! So random

nutmeglou replied to your post: So I just got my One Direction tickets in the mail...

I think they’re saying you should shower before you see the show..

haha right. i was like are they trying to tell me something...I'm amused but slightly insulted. I shower every single day for the record I swear loll

sisusen replied to your post: So I just got my One Direction tickets in the mail...

They don't want the audience having greasy hair. Be thankful, you might have forgot about it on the big day... :) (Or being a hell of a lot more dirty - are you SURE the white creamy stuff really are schampoo...?IT could be a present from the boys..)

I'm sorry! That was really nasty! Sorry! :D

HAHAHAHHAHAHA EWWWW I'm in tears!!!!

[ohthefond]

sisusen replied to your post: No but Louis' voice is like sunshine and honey and...

Yes! A campfire! Absolutely a hint of campfire! Thank you!

Haha glad you agree!

danielle-eirene replied to your post: And I'll be gone gone tonight...

bro this is hella fancy i love it

ahhhh thanks ^_^

[too-old-for-this-ship]

Heeey, I want in on that list of yours! I'm 33, and my pretty 1D-blog is does-it-matter-where-we-were. What is the list about?! Will i now be invited to all kind of mature 1D-parties, or what's the deal?! :D

Added!

It's basically just a list of older Harry/Louis fans who want to find each other. No parties or anything. Not unless you count drinking alone in your room while looking at concert photos a party. In which case, yes there's a party every night.