#sitart

[x-girlfriendofthesun]

📍Amsterdam, Netherlands🇳🇱

is the capital and most populous city of the Netherlands with a population of 872,680 within the city proper, 1,558,755 in the urban area and 2,480,394 in the metropolitan area. Found within the province of North Holland, Amsterdam is colloquially referred to as the "Venice of the North", attributed by the large number of canals which form a UNESCO World Heritage Site.

Amsterdam was founded at the Amstel, that was dammed to control flooding, and the city's name derives from the Amstel dam.

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Amsterdam

[livingoutmyfairytale]

You keep asking me when I would like to marry you. Don't you know that if we could, I would want to marry you now so I could finally start my happy ever after with you? If only I had the guts to say that... :(

[livingoutmyfairytale]

You've no idea how much you can easily hurt me.

That's how much I love you.

[livingoutmyfairytale]

Finally...

i was at the right place at the right time. I thought you would never find me. that you would be lost in this world full of people. but somehow God made it possible for our paths to cross again. And this time we are ready for each other and for the happy ever after that we have both been praying for. Let's stay in love forever, SItart, just as what God has always intended. I never thought fairytales happen in real life. But now I know they do coz I am already living out mine with you. I love you, my Prince Charming. Here's to the start of our happy ever after together. 

[hopelessly0bsessed-blog]

Butterflies.

I get them everytime I think of our moments together. You holding my hand, kissing me on the cheek, telling me you love me and all the sweet little things you do for me.

I used to only read it in my favorite paperback novels. And I had long since wanted to know what it felt like. Then it happened. You made it happen.

But it's not the same as the real thing. It was the most amazing sensation I have ever felt.

I enjoyed every moment of our weekend together.

Thanks for the sweet songs you played before we went to sleep. for sharing your breakfast with me and us having coffee float. for helping me and walking beside me all the way to the crater. for holding my hand and making sure I did not injure myself on our way back. for holding my hand on the bus on our way back to reality. for letting me rest my head on your shoulder so I could feel comfortable and fall asleep. for everything, big and small, that you did for me. thank you, mahal.

I just have a confession to make. I lied when I told you I fell asleep on the bus. Truth is I did not. How do you expect me to sleep when you were holding my hand, when I had my head on your shoulder and you pushing my hair away from my face?

I wanted to swoon. It was just too much. You were too much. I could hardly breathe and the butterflies in my stomach would not let me sleep. 

Thanks again, Mahal. I love you. :)

[hopelessly0bsessed-blog]

Goodbye.

I love you.

I did not have the chance to tell you this. And i don't think i ever will.

Remember when I told you I don't think I have ever been in love?

And I asked you how I would know if it already happened to me?

I think I know now. 

It's when you want that person to be happy. that no matter what you don't want to see him get hurt, that you want to be perfect coz you want him to have the best. 

And i don't think I am that. So yes I am moving on.

Just know that I will always cherish those times I spent with you - every word, every look, every touch and everything that you made me feel.

I wish everything did not happen. But a part of me will always remain thankful that it did.

Thanks for the 35 rollercoaster days with you. I will treasure every second of it.

I will miss everything. i will miss you. i will miss us.

[hopelessly0bsessed-blog]

09.22.13

A day of many firsts. You made it special.

- cooked my fave food for me

- said you love me aloud

- kissed me on the cheek 

[hopelessly0bsessed-blog]

Too soon.

It's getting really harder everyday to keep this all in. I wish I could tell you now but it's still too soon. And I don't think I'm ready to let you know how easily you can hurt me. I need to heed my own advice not to rush things. But every moment I spend with you makes me want to throw caution to the wind and tell you everything I feel. :(

PS: today's the first time that I referred to you as sitart while talking to a friend. :)