literally no one wants this halftime show, just saying

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literally no one wants this halftime show, just saying
i still think about you
i need to stop downplaying things bc my body is literally struggling with basic funtions n im just like ‘ah well it happens’ like...... it shouldnt???
I fucking relapsed. Sick to fucking death of this disorder.
i might see my 23rd birthday but i don’t think i’ll see christmas. this just isn’t going to end. this fucking disorder and everything else wrong with me doesn’t just ruin my life, it ruins people i love. that’s what i can’t stand. i don’t want to hurt anyone anymore.
Idk whether i feel glad to have a diagnosis or fuckin beat that its bpd......
i just need a way to show/explain bpd to bc im SICK of having this emotional and me metal turmoil hell in my head 24 fucking 7 and being made to feel guilty because of the shit im suffering like can you not understand I CANT FUCKING HELP IT
Sad n horny seems to be my permanent mood these days