Nov 21, 2015
Nov.20
I never thought 10 years ago, I would be living the way I am living today. I never thought I would have this much stress, day by day. With the simplist silinces. Because in my head, its not silent at all. I hear people talking, I hear them repeating the most embarrasing and false things I end up coming across. And all I can think about is crying and death, lord help me. But by this point, I know im going to hell. 10 years ago, I made an amazing point. I made the point that is, how god will evaluate us. He will see into our soul, and mine will be tainted, and no longer whole. Black edges, and mushy centres. Lord help me, I dont want to live this way.
