#sky.talk

[skyiieo]

i had the best dream ever. dreamt about dan heng, sharing the bed together with me hugging him from behind. my hand resting betweennhis stomach & the ribcage AND his breathing are so fast. i literally whispered to his ear like why are u breathing so fast?? n he's like none of your business. i tried to match his pace but then he calmed down lmao. n then we sleep :3 when i wake up in the dream he asked me to take a pill to forgot about some things but i said i dun want then he sighed and said okay.

weird dream but ok?? AHHH I REALLY FEEL HIS BREATHING LIKE its really fast lmfao danheng ily

[skyiieo]

atp id rather be with rafayel literally js blub blub. literally idgaf ab his connection w the some shady organization i js wanna blub blub

like hes the one who help us 2 meet sylus anyways. so. like. rafayel. idk. vro. im so pissed off rn 😭🙅‍♂️☹️🤦‍♂️😣

[skyiieo]

watching mha again and idk how much inspiration sparked in me when i saw that MAN my MAN!!! SHOTO TODOROKI MY LOVE!!!!!!!

SWEAR TO BE DRAMATIC &&&&& TRUEE TO MY BABYYYY

[skyiieo]

i dont ever think i'll be able to move on with him... like this? yes, im the one who make the first move. wondering, does he even wanted me to do it?

[skyiieo]

im so.. exhausted.

[skyiieo]

haha bro why would i believe him? im not even pretty yet those romantic words .. big L

[skyiieo]

vent as a gifted kid. fml

im not good enough to be there. i am just me, yk? it's so disgusting, utterly gross and i feel like im the worst human being. i am so unexplainabely stupid and dumb.

maybe if i study more, i'll be better. maybe if i just die, die. world would be so much better and people around me have less burden in their life.

yeah. kys.

[skyiieo]

vent as a hopeless romantic.

maybe im not worth it to love. maybe i was just meant to be there, standing, living as a background character.

maybe romance, love, affection wasn't made for me. maybe someone who was made for me has died long... long time ago. their body or their soul just died. unable to love me as much as i desired.

maybe im really unworthy to love.