Nightmares and Loss
Losing someone
Ur is absolutely scared of losing someone else. There have been too many losses in her life, too many people she loved have passed on or changed to the point she could no longer recognise them. After all, she came back after seventeen years to a world that has changed and when she needed someone, she had no one.
In a terrifying way, she has already lost people again and she hates it and she really wants to make all those losses stop because she is not sure how to handle it anymore. In a way, she grew up too fast years ago because she had the goal to become a great mage and then she got married and got pregnant and her husband left and she was on her own and she could never be weak, could never crumble —— and now, she has to live with the same insecurities as a far younger woman.
