So perhaps I haven't exactly been keeping up-to-date with my blog.
Okay, so that is somewhat of an understatement.
Honestly, I have lost my creativity. What I have left of it goes into my schoolwork, evenly balanced between Art and English. My eyes are sore, I'm exhausted regardless of how many hours I've laid on my bed, and I'm pretty sure I'm going to develop carpel tunnel sometime soon. I don't write for myself anymore. I don't even draw for myself anymore. All my energy is going into acquiring that set of IGCSEs I promised myself I would attain.
But despite all this complaining and whinging and tell-tale massaging of my eyes, I can't say I'm completely averse to the idea of being kept busy. It's a better alternative to being restless and craving something or the other to do. Lack of productivity irritates me as much as not having time to myself, if not more.
Whenever I feel like giving up and just sleeping forever in my increasingly comfortable-looking bed, I remind myself of my goals and plans for the future and that is enough to put be back on track.
And it is with those same goal and dreams in mind that I will update my blog more often!