I could quit but I have a goal and that's what keeps me going.

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I could quit but I have a goal and that's what keeps me going.
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It's Tuesday quarter past 4 o' clock in the morning and I had nothing better to do than to put my hair in a sideways ponytail..... I've still got 3 hours left until I actually need to get up and do the stuff I'm supposed to do but welp I can't help it today is just one of the other #sleeplessnights though now they don't appear that often anymore~ Countdown until the One Ok Rock concert in Vienna starts: 5 Days 15 hours 40 minutes YAY~ #sidewaysponytail #sleeplessnightagain #Vienna #nothingtodo #boredaf #justcantwaitforoneokrock #OneOkRock4life
And here I am again drowning in my own dark thoughts, running away from any engagement, needing attention but refusing it when offered to me, feeling so lonely yet craving for more space.. why do i always complicate everything ?
I’m sorry that my first post is depressing, i just wanted to share my thoughts with you.
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I wudn't long... If he wasn't gone... The longing became a poetry... And I became a poet!! His absence became my presence, My presence became every odd thing... You became me Now there is no longing!! I am everywhere, I am nowhere!!
While this town is busy sleeping, All the noise has died away. I walk the streets to stop my weeping, ‘Cause she’ll never change her ways.
Don’t fool yourself, she was heartache from the moment that you met her. Ah, my heart feels so still as I try to find the will to forget her, somehow. Ooh, I think I’ve forgotten her now.
Her love is a rose, pale and dying. Dropping her petals in land unknown All full of wine, the world before her, was sober with no place to go.
Don’t fool yourself, she was heartache from the moment that you met her. My heart is frozen still as I try to find the will to forget her, somehow. She’s somewhere out there now.
Well my tears falling down as I try to forget, Her love was a joke from the day that we met. All of the words, all of her men, All of my pain when I think back to when.
Remember her hair as it shone in the sun, The smell of the bed when I knew what she’d done. Tell yourself over and over you won’t ever need her again.
But don’t fool yourself, She was heartache from the moment that you met her. Oh, my heart is frozen still as I try to find the will to forget her, somehow. She’s out there somewhere now.