As im staring at my phone the time reads 3:28AM.. when did time pass? I could’ve sworn i came home 45 minutes ago!
I think i should worry about my lack of time acknowledgment, lately time has passed by so so much faster - but if i panic i fear ill lose even more of it.
It wont be this way forever, maybe its the music thats caressing at my ears through my laptops speakers that makes me forget for a moment, maybe its the fact that i put my phone down and laid on the cold wooden floor of my room to play with my cat, maybe its that i spent too much time on my phone drawing down something stupid that wont see the light of day outside of the jokes between me and my friends.
Whatever it may be, it’s temporary and at least i know i enjoy my time- hey i think i found it-
I think thats it!
I enjoy my time, even in a bunch of “nothingness”, even in a room of silence apart for faint music in the background, my cats paws hitting the floor and the water-spray occasionally going off because he’s clawing and biting too hard.. okay maybe not in much of silence, but where not one word is exchanged, i feel content. I am not alone and i know that now more than ever, i remember it every night like this very one where i lay and my cat is comfortably curled right next to me with its head on my chest. Time does move fast when you’re enjoying it, maybe i shouldn’t worry.
3:35AM
