#sleepy text posts

[ghostydog]

hi again, i dont know how long ill be on bluesite but i figure im saying hi. i hope you’re all well. im good. i finally got my psych undergrad, and also accidentally friends at the table around the start of this week and now im screaming about the entirety of marielda, as one does. things are ok. <3

[lingeringlight]

I want to be more open about my mental illnesses this year. Not in a I want sympathy way but in a "hey look this is what it's like to have a mental illness but I'm still trying to live my life"

[ghostydog]

btw hi, im back poking on tumblr, who knows for how long (attention span? who?). im ok, i can now drive, my cats are grown up and little shits, im currently dealing with dishonored 2 Emotions, i still am very likely fond of u

[ghostydog]

#parents

im not comfortable using the #abuse word for my exp bc i think the intent was always kind and loving if horrifyingly misguided but holy fucking shit did my parents hurt me bad and god do i resent them for a lot of things including but not limited to how i literally could not articulate or acknowledge that resentment until like. today, and how much i relate to stuff directed to survivors and then feel bad abt it lmfao

[ghostydog]

me: i think r76 is like, awful, and even tho i want a sweet happy ending eventually there better be blood 80% of the time getting there

20s later: *goes apeshit at art of them being sappy and gay and happy**

[ghostydog]

anyway gonna start coming up w pretentious tag for overwatch since it looks like i may be in here for the long haul so i guess if anyone needs specific chars/ships tagged for blacklisting reasons nows the time, so far ive gone back to tag

let the flames eradicate our names (r76) / a better ghost than a human being (76) / je nommerai désert ce château que tu fus (widowmaker)

the rest 2 come as i dig up appropriately painful quotes. bets are open on how many lines from the mountain goats i end up using.

[ghostydog]

Sorry About The Flood Of Overwatch Reblogs Im Coping Via Video Games And Im Really Gay And There Sure Is A Lot Of Content For This Right Now

[ghostydog]

amazingly i am caught up with my dashboard for the first time in aeons?? hi guys. as you may be noticing i have fallen into a pit called battleborn, because gearbox owns my soul i guess? it has a nihilistic clinically depressed robot and a dudebro who writes poems about how scared he is of spiders and a mushroom. and a pro wrestler. and gay stuff. anyway. video games, as ever, saving me from my brain.

also i love friends and my cats are beautiful. thank u. dog kisses.