Everything I can't say
I know I joke around a lot about how I love them but in all seriousness, I can’t even begin to describe how much they mean to me or how much they’ve helped me. They’re my everything. I don’t know where I’d be without them. Probably still depressed dreading school, church, any social situation. The thing that makes me the most sad is that they’ll never know me. They’ll never know how much they’ve helped me other than the occasional scream in the crowd of “I LOVE YOU” from the very back row. I’ll never meet them. I’ll never be able to look them in the eye and explain to them what they mean to me. But I can support them. So that’s what I do. The biggest thing I can do is support them. I may not be able to ever speak to them in person, as much as that breaks my heart. But I’m going to say it anyways: Ashton Fletcher Irwin, Luke Robert Hemmings, Michael Gordon Clifford, Calum Thomas Hood, You’ve saved me, and for that, I’ll always be grateful. I love you all, I’m so proud of how far you’ve come. I’ll always support you, no matter what. Through thick and thin. With all my heart. All my love, Sincerely @theblondemusician ((h.z.))
