Yknow what makes angel dust leaving the hotel fucking worse? Here lemme toss my bricks into the air :)
Some shit will never ever be sadder to me than when a broken character finds some kind of safety and stability in a place that isn’t home at first, but becomes home, and then after everything that character has gone through in said home, they have it ripped away from them, and even worse, it’s because of what makes the broken character even more broken and hurt. It messes them up even more , and they are torn from their home in one tragic moment
And then they have to watch that alone hurt the people they love, but they still can’t go back . And in the moment they don’t think about all the other things that hurt more than the last ..
Like the room , with all their things, their bed, their lights and the things they’ve brought in here and there. The photos of loved ones. And what they’re leaving.. what they’re loosing
And then there’s who they’re leaving behind..
And yall that shit fucking hurts. He’s gonna miss all of it within an hour , the nights are the hardest, the days are gonna be about as brutal as they were before., the poison never left his heart, the poison never left him, and he knows it, the poison is the home he thinks he deserves, cause his real home doesn’t exist to him anymore.
