#slightvent

[wonderleeoffical]

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[thatonenegus]

Slight Vent - "68 Shots"

I sit here at this desk in a cross between caring too much,

 and not giving a fuck. ADHD to the fullest, looking at 68 bullets,

 attempting to force myself to commit psychological suicide

 on my atenntion span. 68 pages worth of reports due tomorrow

 or I'll potentially lose my job...

But honestly? I'm not here for this.

I'm wondering why I'm even still here now...

it's because I want to be a man of my word.

It's because another man and woman's word 

got me here that I'm here at this point.

My boss just brought a box of donuts snacks...

how kind, yet I feel like he's so misguided,

or maybe I'm just lazy. But either way,

I have to show that I filled myself with 68 holes

come tomorrow evening, and currently? I'm too comfortable breathing,

and until I get good reason I may just sit here seething,

looking at this pistol putting a picture together in my mind

for how to find a way out from this fate I signed myself away to.

I'm trying to be conscious of my monetary options,

 but I've never been the type to be down for doing something

simply because of I'll be paid for it. Fuck pennies and pension,

always been a passionate person,

either I have passion for the position I've been put in,

or it doesn't matter enough to be worth mention, and loses my attention.

So please, sir. PLEASE, with no pretension,

tell me this assignment's purpose.

If not? I'm doomed to presume it is worthless,

and a waste of my time is a waste of my life,

so if that's the case, come kill me yourself,

because you will NOT find THIS body

laying on the floor

with 68 shells around my emptied skull.

[cosmic-l0v3e]

I hate when I forget to text you back I feel like an asshole and I really do feel bad