Dear Pancho,
Hello Jelly..it's been 6 years running since I had the honor of meeting you on this simple blogging site. I never expected to make such a wonderful friend who opened my eyes to a lot of things and taught me lessons I will never forget, without meeting face to face. You carved a space in my heart that I will cherish until we meet again.
I heard today that you're no longer walking this planet with me. All the questions I have will never be answered and it took me a day of thought to realize that was okay. Wherever you are has to be better than here. It's speculated that the good die young, and today I can attest that is correct. You were so young, but I will always be grateful of the time I did get to know you.
I will always remember the guy that came to my defense, without knowing me, against ignorant people on here. The guy that used to compliment things as weird as my socks and my Harry Potter obsession. The guy that showed me music, movies, photography, and among other things, the world through his eyes. The guy who could calm the storms in my heart and the chaos of my mind. The guy who was so beautiful to me yet so terrible to himself. You couldnt see the beauty of your being like I did, and I wish I could have told you more how meaningful you were to me.
Thank you for teaching me love for I have loved you for all these years. Thank you for sharing with me my love for the spiritual side of the world. Thank you for being my lover and my friend. I hope that you got the answers to the other side that you were looking for while being here and that you're no longer suffering. Rest in Paradise darling.
Love always,
Ruby