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“Something shiny on the internet.”

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Sunday has been way too long. Thank goodness that it’s sleep time.

Goodnight, y’all.

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I am too old and tired for this.

I’d just like Peace.

Please.

I need peace.

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I don’t belong here. I don’t belong anywhere.

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I am so done.

Fucking shrew. Fucking asshole. Fucking out of my mind. Just fuck me.

I am the source of every problem.

The solution is to go away.

All I do is make things bad. Ruin lives. Toxic fucking bitch. Fat, old, ugly, toxic fucking bitch shrew.

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Why is it that some folks are adored when you’re “heart fucked” by them on here? But when I do that, it’s creepy; and I’m unfollowed and blocked.

I guess when you’re not one of the “cool kids”, that’s what happens. No surprise then why I’ve pulled back and don’t interact much anymore.

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So.

Tumblr. Maybe you could not notify me when someone who has blocked me posts something new that I can’t see? It would really help me feel a bit less shitty? Maybe? Please?

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Just venting.

I fail everyone in my life. My good intentions always backfire. And no matter how hard I try, I fail at keeping my word. Am I toxic? I don’t think there’s any doubt.

And I’ll keep trying. But sometimes I feel that it’s all in vain. *sigh*