#slow tf

[crizbn]

It's a wonderful feeling to look in the mirror and finally see the version of yourself that was always within you. Nobody could ever turn you back~

(An overdue TFTuesday / pride commission for RozaTheYinglet on FA~)

[nookthatstinksgood]

Body Replacement Therapy - Foot TF

1/1

New year, new me! Isn’t it crazy I get to start BRT on New Years? I couldn’t have timed it better myself ^3^ this journal will help me mark the changes!

I’d obviously taken HRT before, for my gender dysphoria. And it helped me a lot, don’t get me wrong! But it didn’t change enough for me. My body still felt… wrong, even feeling more like a girl. It took me a long, long time to understand why. Even though, with my… interests o///o it should’ve been obvious from the beginning.

Clearly the reason I felt so bad was because I’m not a person! I never was. Once I was able to admit that I was just a silly stinky foot, everything just… clicked! My girlfriend’s been treating me like the pathetic body part I am ever since, and I couldn’t be happier!

BRT… I think it stands for “Body Replacement Therapy”. It’ll finally give me the body I deserve! I couldn’t believe it existed! It’s, like, something out of the kinky stories I’d read >////< Of course, it is irreversible… thank goodness uvu no having to take medications once the process is complete! Just stuck as a silly helpless foot forever!

Uh… so, I did my first injection today. Maybe I’m just imagining it, but my skin feels kind of tingly? I doubt it can work that fast, though -w- oh well! I’ve got, like, a year of this stuff!

That’s probably enough writing for now, though. Just thinking about how I’m gonna be a smelly foot forever is getting me super worked up @////@ gonna hang with my girlfriend for a bit!

1/8

So, it’s been a week. Not a whole lot’s happened, honestly? Though… I am feeling sweatier. Like, my feet in particular are starting to sweat so bad, they make a plap, plap, plap sound when I walk. Everything on me is super rank, too… my armpits, my junk, my… kneepits? What do you call those? Idk, but they smell… really good…

...they don’t really smell how I’d expect them too, either. More… stale corn chips. Funk. Less of that acidic smell, more rich overall. Idk, I’m not an expert, I’m just a dumb foot!

My girlfriend helped with the injection! Something I didn’t mention last time, that, that the doctor and her told me, that’s been getting me really worked up… the footstrogen contains her DNA. And, and, when the process gets going further, she’s gonna take some time off work, and I’ll… fuse… to her…

...fuck… okay I can barely write this I’m getting so horny thinking about being my girlfriend’s dumb sweaty feet. Literally all I’ll be able to experience forever will be being her feet.

Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck okay that’s enough journal for now! I need some quality time with my future owner! Be back with more updates soon ^3^

1/26

So it’s been a little over two weeks… I’m going crazy… I think they put something in that footstrogen >////< I’m just horny constantly, my girlfriend can barely handle it!

Uh, I don’t think I mentioned but… for those who don’t know, we have a pretty big age gap. She’s old enough to be my mom. So I’m gonna be leathery milf feet… fuck…

I swear all I can think about is feet. It’s only been a month! How is that pawsible? I couldn’t be that I was always this pathetic, right? This worked up over sweaty mom feet…

Oh, and… the thing is… I can’t, orgasm, so much? I, I keep trying, but it’s never enough, and I don’t cum at all. I just get super sweaty like a dumb fucking foot.

At least I can still touch myself… though, I’m losing a lot of coordination in my fingers. I feel like they’re just useless bappers now… I tried to play video games earlier, and couldn’t. Which kind of sucks, it’s gonna be boring without them, but it’s not like that matters for a stupid foot.

...fuck, I’m getting horny again… I’m gonna call my girlfriend here. I need her so bad… I need to be her dumb milfy feet so bad…

Be back soon!

2/27

Hi! So, so, so, sorry I haven’t been keeping up on this journal. It’s just, I’ve been super busy this past month. Had to get my affairs in order, hang out with friends while I can, sell some things, quit my job… I don’t have to eat as much, anymore, so it’s not like we need the grocery money >3> I basically just live off my girlfriend’s toejam and sweat.

Oh, oh, that reminds me! I’m proud to say, I, I’m producing my first bits of toejam! I woke up with a sour taste in my mouth one day, and it turns out I’d made a bunch of sticky lint and jam like a dumb horny foot. I couldn’t get the taste out of my mouth all day >////<

Uh, but, updates on my body… I don’t have fingers or toes anymore! I was, actually pretty sad to lose my toes u.u I loved huffing between my soles and my toes after a long day, especially now that those days are spent cooped in bed, baking and sweating more than ever. But at least I can huff my girlfriend’s feet and think about how good it’ll feel to be them…

My girlfriend’s starting seeing other girls, people closer to her age, and they’ve been told to just ignore me, unless they’re really into feet, ‘cause that’s all I am. We were poly, anyways, but… now that all I can do is sweat and make jam like a needy foot, there’s not much I can do to please my girlfriend.

Though… she tells me she loves watching this. That it’ll all be worth it for her, too.

That I’m born to be her dumb sweaty stupid feet.

I… love her so much. She means the world to me. Since I don’t have fingers anymore, she’s transcribing everything I say, and even writing little emoticons when I tell her to ^3^ I, I feel so happy…

Happy foot…

...I… need to go now. I can’t stop staring at my girlfriend, and, and I think she’s inviting someone over soon, so, so goodbye! Please come here, babe…

4/13

I… I woke up today, and I realized that even with my glasses, I could barely see. I’m not going blind, but… all I can focus on is the floor. And, the sweat on my body. It’s like feeling, and smelling, and tasting are just my main means of interacting with the world now. It feels… right. It feels so good. It’s exactly what I deserve!

I can’t really make out the details of my girlfriend’s face, anymore… but even if I could see myself in the mirror, I don’t know how much of myself I’d recognize.

My arms are getting shorter, and my legs have started to melt into me… and… I…

...gosh babe do I really have to say it?

I… my cock. My junk. It’s gone. It’s just a patch of smelly skin now. The middle part of a heel, I think. It feels so good but it just feels like a foot… I don’t get lots of pleasure down there, no more than the rest of my body, but its so sensitive. I can’t believe how good it feels to have nothing down there like a dumb foot…

…babe… your feet are by my face, you know I can’t… focus…

...they’re so beautiful… smell… so good…

…feet…

Fuck, fuck, let’s end this one, please, let me kiss them…

6/27?

Uh, don’t, quote me on if the date’s right. I, uh… I don’t even know why I’m still doing this. It’s not like anyone can read it…

Okay… I’m… I have a lot of wrinkles. My tummy has gotten big, and flat, and, and, I feel so warm all the time. It feels wrong, though, to be so exposed, I need to be in socks and shoes…

Basically, I don’t… have a face anymore. The reason I was having trouble seeing, is, is, I don’t have eyes anymore. And, and, I don’t have a mouth. I think, I might, still have nostrils? But I don’t know… so basically, I’m just, thinking, here. Not out loud, because dumb feet can’t talk, but I’m able to focus enough for this…

...I grew extra toes. You know, back when my arms were getting shorter? Well, now they’re… big… silly toes… and I grew four more… I think I feel the start of a pinkie toe, too…

...I’m honestly… kind of scared… it’s so dull being a foot, but, I really love being like this… I know I… can’t reverse this. But, if I stop now, I can at least, still live something of my own life? I, I can listen to audiobooks, and, and have weird… I… guess not even sex because feet don’t have sex but… I’d still be able to think, and move on my own.

I’m apparently about halfway through my transition… so, I look kind of like a weird, giant foot. I… I don’t know… I can’t even use a mirror without focusing on the lint and jam on me… but I feel foot-shaped. I have… lots of toes… and a sole… that’s so so sensitive I’d scream if I could…

...fuck… how could I have said that earlier? I deserve to be a foot… does anyone deserve that? To be reduced from an independent person to a body part?

Well… maybe… if they were a person, no… but… I’m not a person…

...I’m just a foot. I’m just a dumb foot. I’m a dumb horny sweaty foot that can’t even get off. I feel like I’m just on the verge of orgasm constantly and I love it. I love being a foot. I’m a foot. Foot. Foot!

...uh… uh… where… where was I?

Nevermind… that’s enough for now. I… need alone time. Alone time…

8/??

Owner… I… I’m not allowed to call owner “girlfriend” anymore… she, she took that time off work. I have trouble hearing her, but, but I think she’s laying down with me, now. She’s cooing in… that… sweet voice she does… and… she might even be teasing me…

...but maybe I’m just making that up… I’m only a dumb foot, I’m barely aware… of anything…

...I… it…

...it…?

I guess… it guesses… it’s not even gonna be an individual, soon.

In a way… that’ll be… so nice~

It’ll be close with owner forever… it’ll be owner’s stupid horny sweaty foot for eternity, no matter what. It has… a sole, not a soul. Its mind is foot-shaped. It’s. It’s just a foot.

Fuck… fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. It needs it so bad.

Owner, please. Please. Want to be your foot. Want to be your stupid foot. Don’t care which one. It’s just a foot. It’s just a foot!

??/??

…it feels her blood flowing through it… it feels… so small…

…she… uses it when taking steps. She, she went on a run… yesterday…

...it… it sweated so much. Her sneakers stink so bad…

...it loves owner’s sneakers… owner’s socks…

We, we… she. She isn’t home yet. It’s just a foot, so it doesn’t count. She’s going to… the gym? What… what is a gym, again?

It… can’t remember much. It feels like… it knew it said that before, about… always being a foot, but…

...it… it remembers being her foot forever…

This… this can’t be real, right? It’s gonna… wake up, right?

How long… has it been a foot?

Foot…

…make it a foot forever… please…

...foot… sweat… wanna sweat… more for owner!

Wanna be a good stupid foot! Horny foot! Foot wants steps…

...foot… foot…

Foot/Foot

It’s been a foot for a lot of steps now. It’ll be a foot forever. It’s sweaty and it tastes so much lint and dirt and sweat and it’ll taste nothing else forever. It doesn’t remember what food is… it doesn’t remember what sex is.

Being a foot is what it deserves.

It wants… more steps. It wants owner to use it more. Step on it more.

Foot wants more steps. Foot wants sweat.

Foot… happy foot. Foot good foot for owner.

Foot good foot.

Foot horny foot.

Foot happy foot.

Foot.

Foot.

Foot!

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...foot…

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...owner~

12/31

Found this old journal in the apartment while cleaning. God, I would’ve forgotten about this if I hadn’t found it right now.

But, congratulations, kiddo! You’re a foot now. Can’t say how it feels to have been dating a sweaty, gross foot this whole time, but at least you do smell nice…

I just haven’t been thinking about it at all. At first, I tried teasing it, going on runs, kissing it at night, but like… it’s just a foot. It can’t respond in any meaningful way.

Tomorrow is the last day I have to do these injections. Then, forever and always, this’ll just be my foot.

Really, not much has changed. Like she—it—said, it’s always just been a dumb, sweaty body part. Bet she’s barely conscious, now, if she ever was before. But now, I don’t have an awkward, foot-looking thing in my room. I can keep it in socks, where it belongs.

Anyways, I think I’ll hold onto this thing. Just… for sentimental value.

You have a nice forever, okay foot?

Good foot~

[queenmelodis]

Bird HRT - Part 3

Things are progressing but it's rather painful. The conversation in this comic doesn't have any relation to my real friends who are super cool

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[grumpybunny-edith]

Gwen's Bunny HRT - Month 1 (Part 1)

I look at my reflection for what feels like the hundredth time today, waffling on how to do it. All the other girls have already gone through all this, and compared to their one-month photos, I feel... Behind. Delilah had already started growing fur in some places, and Edith already had a little bit of tail growing in. Sure, it looked a little weird without any fur on it, but... I’ve got nothing there but soreness. Is it even worth celebrating? Like, “oh yay, my ears look longer if you squint and my teeth look a little sillier”.  

I take a deep breath and dig my toes into my carpet, feeling pain flare up in them. It just started a couple days ago — maybe it would be better to wait until something came of it? Until walking on my toes didn’t hurt so bad, or even felt better than walking on my heels? 

I feel a tiny impulse at the small of my back, my spine apparently doing its best to wiggle at its base. Am I... unconsciously wagging my tail? The soreness that comes with it matches what the other girls had talked about. I smile, showing my reflection my weird teeth and the pain subsides a little. 

“Bunnies wag their tails when they’re upset,” Edith had told me once. It’s warming to feel how right she is, to feel like I actually belong, even for a second. It’s not that the other girls haven’t done a good job of making me think so; it’s just hard to see all of them so far along and then to look at myself. 

I set my phone down and stare at myself for a while. I imagine the fur suddenly sprouting up all across my body, shiny and soft. I imagine my ears getting so tall they graze the doorway. I imagine my tail, tiny and fluffy, poking out just about the hem of my sweatpants. It makes me smile and laugh at myself, and I feel a bit of pride in my teeth. They’ll look better coupled with everything else, I think. 

I hear my phone buzz, trying to avoid convincing myself it’s because my hearing has spontaneously improved. I laugh it off and check what it was. 

raeraebun: Hey girl!! Today’s one month, right?? Where’s the update??

I smile and blush instinctively. Rae and I don’t chat that much, but every time we do it lifts my whole mood. She’s also dropped by my place a couple times because she “made too many brownies and just had to make a delivery”. 

wen-kutesuli: Hey! Idk if I’m gonna do it today honestly lol 

raeraebun: Aww, why not? i mean like do whatever you want obvi but. you okay?

I sigh. I know I can probably tell her, it’ll almost definitely be fine, and she probably has something great to say. But it doesn’t make it any easier to say it. I’m almost embarrassed to still feel the way that I do even after her and Edith’s constant preaching of “loving yourself wherever you are”. 

wen-kutesuli: Yeah I’m okay lol. Just kinda 

wen-kutesuli: Wish I had more to show, I guess? 

Rae’s response comes quite literally instantly. 

raeraebun: GWENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

raeraebun: okay 

raeraebun: lemme show you something 

When Rae comes back after a couple minutes of digging, she sends me a picture of some random girl with hair like her own, followed by five closeups of a pretty standard human ear. 

raeraebun: so like

raeraebun: this was from january last year 

raeraebun: Id been on hrt for like. a month and a half to the day

raeraebun: I had taken a picture of myself every day since starting my regimen

raeraebun: and didnt see anything until that picture when FINALLY 

raeraebun: my ears had grown the tiniest little bit. 

raeraebun: I didnt stop screaming about it all day lol ashley got so sick of it 

raeraebun: and yk what happened next?

raeraebun: they stayed just like that for three more weeks LMAO

Rae has this way of making people smile and cry their eyes out at the same time. 

raeraebun: so... be nice to yourself? its not gonna happen all at once, and thats ok. every little bit is worth, like

raeraebun: I dunno 

raeraebun: a thousand parties

wen-kutesuli: That’s a lot of parties 

raeraebun: and you earn every single one of them :) 

I sit in stunned silence so pleased I don’t know what to do with myself. My body wants some kind of release, and I let it have one, laying face down and kicking my feet so quickly and so hard into the floor it probably upset the people below me. 

raeraebun: you dont have to, but we all wanna celebrate with you :D 

wen-kutesuli: Thank you 🩵 Maybe I’ll do it 

raeraebun: YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

raeraebun: GO GWENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!

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Thank you to @flightlessbirdgirl for helping me decide on Gwen's username and for letting me bounce ideas off it!

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[true-self-tfs]

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Parts changing bit by bit...

Growing larger and heavier...

Finally the day arrives for their last dose and appointment...

And after their final dose, they lumber into the ocean, and let their true self finally come through~!

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