#slowtownrs

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i think tyler joseph is in love with his bandmate josh dun. he’s also gay. and a whore.

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watching true detective for the first time changed my life but also putting on my rose colored joshler glasses every time rust opens his mouth all i can see is tyler circa self titled/vessel era

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tyler pilled to the max i bought the gay flower vans he wore.

i’m also 21 and a loserrrrrrrr

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so i have this really cool idea i wanna try and start. it’s basically creating my idea of dema but in the layout of a playground

maybe it’s my architecture major that’s banging in my head about this but i just can’t stop thinking about the possibilities

and not even just a brutalist sense, with concrete slabs and that low hum of silence you get from staring at a blank wall.

but the world you can enter, the world that you feel even listening to trench and clancy and breach. even blurryface. this entire discography bleeding into a physical space, a physical form. it’s like if i could pull tyler’s lyrics and reconstruct their chords into an actual infrastructure.

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gonna try and be more productive in getting my shit out of my head and onto something i can visualize. i have so many ideas for so many things i never actually act on and as cringe as i feel for writing joshler fanfic at 21 i also don’t really give a fuck because who really cares. it’s fun and i like it and it makes me happy and i love writing a lot and whateverrrr

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super rough wip, i can’t get this idea out of my head

i really want to keep writing more but i’m so busy so hopefully this is motivation to continue.

just like in true detective i want it to be both flashbacks and the present day because i love love love the dynamic of them beginning their relationship and finding each other again.

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being bulldozed with an insane amount of inspiration.

this is what happens when you get a 7 day break from work.

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i am so insanely possessed by clancy and ethel cain they keep cycling around in my brain like little fire ants that i can’t get rid of