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im kicking my feet i want him so bad.

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fob album ranking ?

lowkeeyyy this changes every .3 seconds but as of 10:52 PM, eastern standard time, on July 1st, 2024 here is my ranking.

from under the cork tree (basic ahh opinion ik)

2. folie a deux (zero skips. why did this album flop. pavlove is also gold. i love pavlove. and the transtition between 20 dollar nosebleed and west coast smoker ngghhh)

3. infinity on high (most songs on this record are very real to me and that makes an already great album even better.)

4. so much (for) stardust (fake out,,,, my number one song ever... i have 2 skips on this album but everything else is a 10/10 for me.)

5. american beauty/american psycho (fire record... banger after banger. lowkey the most radio popular, but somehow not talked about in the fandom?????)

6. take this to your grave (i don't listen to this one as much as i should, but i still love it. i don't think i have any skips on it but i tend to get bored of it easier than other albums)

7. MANIA (i like MANIA. i have a couple skips and some of the lyrics make me cringe. i don't hate the new sound they tried with this. i think it's overhated in the fandom, but it isn't my favorite.)

8. save rock and roll (i have the most skips on this album which is the only reason its second to last except the songs i like are fucking amazing like it pains me to put this almost last. death valley.,,, nghghh)

9. evening out with your girlfriend (no andy :(( )

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i love joe trohman

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i really need to know the thought process behind every single fall out boy music video.

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tw: mentions of suicide in this

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the post suicide attempt clarity on life is crazy. in the months to come after i slowly fell in love with everything around me, and color came back to my world. the pain in my chest that used to be sadness is now replaced with unending love for everything and everyone. sometimes all it takes is to step outside and feel the warm sun around you to realize that things aren't so bad. find comfort in the discomfort.

depression can be addictive. it's so comfortable once your deep in it. it's hard to want to get better when you've fallen so low. the climb out of the hole you've dug yourself into can be difficult. that's normal, and it's never too late.

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im sorry personal post but whatever i dont have livejournal on my phone rn and i don't have my laptop so tumblr posting it is

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got 2 devils on my shoulder. one is pete wentz and one is bisexuality. oh wait..

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comms

im poor i will write or edit for you for the low low price of $10 usd.

will write smut for 15.

open to writing anything as long as the person(s) involved are adults !!!!!

can send you small examples of writng ive done

edits on 2stqrdvst22 on instagram / sm4sd on tt

please...

i take venmo and cashapp sighh...

any reblogs appreciated

i ordinarily dont do tjis but holy shit the job market is so bad

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maybe in another life things would've worked. in another life it's you and me, and me and you. my letters don't go unmarked and unread. in some life we would be in love. for now, all i get is "returned to sender."