Her words were strained due to the fact that there was inflicted pain pushed onto Madoka's body. That she felt numb and soulless. Of course. Her soul gem was her soul. She was a walking corpse..She already knew this was bound to happen..why escape such a cruel fate...Why did she of all people had to believe Kyuubey. She trusted him and all he did was lie to her. What did she do to deserve such a horrible pain...Not just the pain she was feeling right now..but the pain of loosing all of her friends...Mami...Sayaka...and even Kyoko. She had to watch them all die..Seeing their life's being thrown away. All for what..? a wish..? A wish that was going to horribly backfire... Betrayal...Pain...Suffering...Agony...Only a few weeks ago she was singing and laughing with her best friends...It was a normal life..So how did she end up here. She wasn't special at all..Why? Why of all people did it have to be her? It sounds selfish but..She just doesn't want this..She doesn't want this at all...not for anyone...She felt a surge of strain rush through her body. Making her whole body twitch and react. Cold dry tears kept running down her face. No one deserves such a cruel fate. Is this how all the others went out...Crying...and wishing nothing like this had happened... M-Madoka! That was it. Her pale pink eyes widened. That's my name...Homura..She said my name..Out of all the times she said it...it was now... She reached out and smiled. The tears had stopped. All she ever wanted was for that Homura would accept her friendship..That they would be known as equals...friends...Of all times...This is what made her happy. Her body slammed against the ground again. Her voice was straining. It was so hard to breathe other than talk.
❝Homura-chan...Y-You called me by my name..T-That makes me..so happy..❞
She laughed quietly. the rain pouring onto her face. The sounds of Homura crying is what really hurt her. She continued to smile. Not because she had to. To let Homura know that everything will be okay. Everything will be okay because she wasn't a magical girl...so she won't get hurt. Her dear friend. Won't turn out like her. Right?