This one hits hard because I have held myself back for as long as I can remember. They call it sabotaging! And I did it a lot. Mainly out of fear. Firstly it was fear of failure, then fear of being judged, when I got over those I actually went to Uni and then got a job as a journalist. It was the first time in my life I had achieved something I wanted to do and not what someone else told me to do. To be honest I was a little lost as a teenager, so being told what to do wasn’t all that bad, I just didn’t end up enjoying the work I ended up in. I feel like society sends us many messages as we grow up. For me it was just get into a job and work hard. But I was a dreamer. I was never happy in any work I got and that l’s because it wasn’t the right job for me. I was unaware. Unaware that I had control of my life, unaware that I could change that and unaware that being vulnerable, growing, making mistakes, learning from them, and trying again was all part of the journey. Once I understood this I realised I could dream, add on a few small steps towards that dream and eventually that becomes a reality. If you want it bad enough you’ll find a way to get it. If you don’t it wasn’t that important in the first place. ❤️ . . . #daretodream #dream #dreamer #goals #smallachievablegoals #personalisedhealth #shaewellness #ph360me #ph360 #lifestyle #coach #corporatewellness #wellness #mindset #sabotage #reset #me #instawellness #instawellbeing https://www.instagram.com/p/B2l1Y_enpxb/?igshid=uxwkd5h5v5nb