#smaugsy rambles

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I'm getting a quote from the 100 tattooed tomorrow (Sunday) and I'm so excited/nervous bc its my first tattoo

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Fell asleep at like 6 this morning and now its almost 9 PM and I've literally jusf properly woken up I fucking hate being sick so much

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Y'all i had this dream last night that I went to a small con near Stuttgart and got to meet Bob again, and I got to sit at a table with him for so long and just sit and talk to him and he was so sweet and nice to me why cant this dream become real ;-;

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I fucking love cheese but I’m also lactose intolerant do u see my struggle here

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Im on my break at work right now and there's these three little kids sitting a few tables away from me and honestly they look like young Scott, Stiles and Lydia and it makes my heart ache

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Honestly though i don't think my boyfriend knows how much I really appreciate him and everything he does for me. 3-4 months ago I went to bed every night, hoping that I wouldn't wake up the next morning. Even when I got out of my toxic relationship with my ex, I was depressed and everything else added on to it and I felt like I had no one. Now I actually enjoy being awake and alive again. I don't remember the last time I cried at something that wasn't a sad scene in a movie or a TV show. I don't remember the last time I felt sad since I've met him. He makes me so fucking happy and he treats me like a queen and I'm just so in love with him and I just wish I could somehow say thank you to him for making me feel like life was worth living again.

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I might be meeting my long distance boyfriend for the first time next Sunday and even though it's only for 3 days I'm so fucking pumped

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I went out for some drinks last night and I woke up this morning with a bunch of lavender in my bag