#smaugthesexy

[pugsandpastries]

I’m home alone with my homophobic housemate and her homophobic boyfriend and they’re just taking up the entire living room and I’m so uncomfortable around them I wish they would just leave.  I’m so afraid they’re just going to keep saying problematic things and being generally just very rude and disrespectful and then call me crazy or bitchy when I call them out and then paint me as the irrational mean weirdo to everyone else. 

[pugsandpastries]

honestly, sometimes Im fucking tired of being queer and just exhausted in general.  even though I’m really glad and really grateful to have such a strong and supporting community at my university and I love all my friends so much, these kinds of situations just make me really homesick (even though I’m not out to my family) and I just think things would be easier if I went back into the closet    

[pugsandpastries]

my moms crying tryna guilt trip me into not being queer like cry bitch it fuels me

[wintrwidow]

9, 47, 57, 80

hello darling :D

9. describe your perfect mate hmmm, a lovely lady of any shape or size who enjoys bad jokes and spending a large percentage of the day watching films together, who likes to go out drinking and dancing with me, who doesnt mind pda, and who lets me worship them without feeling uncomfortable about it

47. how old are you? i am 20 :D 

57. things you want to say to an ex? why you such a bitch for tho

80. when was the last time you told someone you loved them? in a non romaantic way my mum about an hour ago because she made lasagne, in a romantic way probably february 20... 13? 

thank you for asking sweetheart! i hope you’re well! 

[pugsandpastries]

i played a really fun game called drink to forget you basically cut out your liver, cry, throw up, and wake up somewhere with no memory of last night you win when you have to ask someone why you were drinking and then drink again because you remembered 

[pugsandpastries]

I'm not out to my parents but I had lunch with my dad today and he mentioned that he wasn't okay with the whole queer thing so yeah I've pretty much been dead drunk since 3 pm and maybe tomorrow I won't remember how shitty this feels

[pugsandpastries]

it's saint paddy's day tomorrow and I'm not wearing green on purpose bc I kind of want to provoke a gross fuckboy into "playfully" pinching me so I can punch him in the fucking face it's finals and I have no chill

[pugsandpastries]

I'm missing another fucking class because I can't stop crying