I'm pretty dead now but wanted to tell the happenings and that I'm happy too. At this month 3rd the post office notified me I got an international package, I went three times to pick it up with no luck but getting different excuses every time, at the 3rd time they confessed as it's an untracked one they simply lost it somewhere, but they'll start a search for it.
At the second week I was sure they already sent it back despite their promise they won't, and I didn't want any of my friend to think I was too lazy or uncaring to pick up my supposed xmas gift from them, so ugh, however awkward it was, and it was, I had to ask around where the package could've come from (because the post office couldn't even tell me who was the sender). Around fall time there was like three differen people who told me unpromptedly that they want to gift me (tho I'm not a big lover of single gifting so I switched it to gift exchange). I started to ask them softly one by one, telling the cause of my asking and the post-office-issue, but lol after the second person also said that they never sent out anything to me I just stopped asking anybody else as I got so embarrassed and extremely nervous stressed about the whole thing. I just couldn't deal with it all. I thought I'm a 🤡. I also thought my only international xmas gift was lost forever because ehh why would the sender send it to me again after it was returned to them.
They were such a hellish weeks. Then yesterday I got a notification and the lost package too, and I couldn't have a better birthday gift getting these a day before my bday, with a hidde message of "you have a friend in me". I'm not crying. And to top it all, theses are such a perfect gifts, I wish I would've have a great mind of picking gifts so excellently! Every piece was chosen perfectly to my personality and I can't even express how grateful and happy I am, you completely made my bday even a day before today. Thank you so so much, you're a true friend 💞💞💞