#smt answer

[songmingisthighs]

hwa : . . .

san : . . .

hwa : no

san : . . . :)

hwa : san, no

san : *slowly pours a container of chocolate sauce on his head*

hwa : damn it

san : :3

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THEE MA DONGSEOK HIMSELF?! OMG I LOVE HIM. BUT IM HAPPY YOURE ALIVE POOKIE I MISSED YOU

YES THAT'S MY DAD !!!! fyi, he's so nice and caring, even to like regular staff like i'm his interpreter/PA but he's like super nice to even the location security and < I > had to be the bad guy going like "PUT YOUR DAMN PHONES DOWN" and he's laughing at me bc i was barking at people like a guard dog (courtesy of ateez's training) and he had to force me to go home and rest and every morning he made sure to ask if i had a good rest and he even taught me how to eat ramyeon or 사발면 bc i told him i hadn't had lunch like he literally forced me to stay and eat with him and his producer went like "a big star asked you to eat with him and you're rejecting him ??" and he was just there grinning at me panicking bc i don't wanna offend anyone AND HIS BROTHER IS ALSO SO NICE AND IS LIKE THE BEST PERSON EVER !!!!! his manager and the rest of his entourage are also super freaking nice like wtf AND LEE JINWOOK AND RYEOUN ARE ALSO NICE despite the latter being like super shy and tbh the local and the lower rank staffs were the little bitchasses

i'm trying to stay sane tbh but ya girl is still functioning . . . so far

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yeah, so i don’t like you anymore. /j

THEY LITERALLY JUST HAD A HUGE FRIENDSHIP DEVELOPMENT (???) AND YOU RUIN IT NOT EVEN A MINUTE LATE JUST LIKE THAT??😭

IM LITERALLY GOING TO CHUNK MY PHONE AT YOU

PLEASE TELL ME MJN!YUNHO EXPLAINS HIMSELF AND SHE UNDERSTANDS HIM BC THERE WAS NO WAY FOR HIM TO TRULY KNOW WHY SHE WANTED TO HIDE FROM THIS MAN!! AND THAT THEY BECOME FRIENDS AGAIN!!!

ATP I DONT CARE FOR A LOVE INTEREST! JUST LET THEM BECOME FRIENDS AGAIN!!😭 THE WAY HE SMILED AT NONNIE BEING HAPPY AND SMILING AT YN TOO!!! PLUS HIM NOTICEABLY BLUSHING AS WELL! PLS SMT!! i’ll stop hating you if they become friends again.

OH WE'RE GOING FOR MY JUGULAR NOW ????

AND CHUNKING YOUR PHONE AT ME !?!?!?!? W O W Y'ALL I'M GONNA BECOME A HERMIT GIRL BYE LET'S LEAVE THE SERIES LIKE THIS LET'S LEAVE MJN!YH AT THIS STATE OF FUCKERY

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Mother...mother I crave violence again. I need mjn!yh to suffer.

bro why does everyone demand violence out of my fic 😭😭

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about time! next chapter, they meet.😼 who knows, maybe i’ll tell you who i think ??? is🤫

maybe 👀👀

TELL NOW

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My sister in Christ, I am glad you brought up Ateez mentioning a demonic entity because it also made me a bit uncomfy when I heard it. Even if they're not actually trying to summon or invite evil, the fact it was mentioned at all does put me off ever so slightly 😭

NO EXACTLY BECAUSE IT'S LITERALLY *THAT* GUY

ateez is not saying fucking djinn or iblis, it's not hela, it's not mara, it's not rakshasha, it's not even general like "mischief" or "evil" IT'S LITERALLY THE OG CANCEL CULTURE VICTIM

and i actually tried to understand it in other context but it just makes no sense ??? do they mean cinderella's stepmother's cat ??? do they mean morning star ???? do they mean freaking venus the planet ????? like no other context make sense because there's the nuance that ties everything together

i'm ass-deep into former satanist and/or witchcraft practitioners. i've watched dozens of videos be it from local converts or foreign ones, but there's a famous former satanist from my home country who spoke about people UNINTENTIONALLY doing a summoning/conjuring ritual because they don't understand how serious everything is and the thing is their action doesn't really have to be that deep because THE DEVIL IS ALWAYS LISTENING AND IF YOU CALL UPON HIM, HE'LL POP OUT AND SAY HI

and this is so conflicting for me bc i REALLY don't wanna believe that they're appropriating religious christian aspects esp with yunho who's supposedly a catholic (we don't know where his faith lies rn bc this just seems very... off to me) and mingi who's supposedly afraid of satan but i genuinely hope they're just being ignorant and they will speak up and explain what they meant AND HOPEFULLY put out a statement that they weren't trying to do anything negative bc ateez is supposed to be a kpoo group and kpop groups are non-political and non-religious as an entity and this situation is just very uncomfortable

idk what i personally hope, like what outcome i'm hoping for specifically or what i expect, but i don't think i'm going to interact much with this new song specifically the part that mentions or has symbolisms of the name (like that stupid concert merch) and as silly as this might sound, i hope us and more christian fans out there can slip in a little prayer to big papa in heaven, asking Him to protect ateez whilst performing this questionable song so that the little kicked out bitch not pull a whammy on them

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You gonna look me in my eye and tell me that I am not supposed to binge read—that too smaus...????? Yeah you're asking for a miracle. Pacing is in hell atp.

Also not grandpa being a condescending asshole to mdt jongho especially finding that he flashed him (on purpose) funny. An icon I say. You sure it wasn't you as grandpa👀????

Not the ald yunho slander✋😭

Make mdt jongho suffer more WOAH WHO SAID THAT

D O N O T B I N G E R E A D M Y S M A U S

i alr got threats of people suing me for making them cry before/on their way/at work at this point i might change my identity

grandpa is just... a jerk istg i can't defend him anymore. the ass flashing was a point to him bc mdt!jh was still kind of a wad back then but after he changed ? a s s

BRO LAST TIME PPL WANT ONE OF THE SMTFU!ATZ (that stands for smt fanfic universe not smt fuck u although i so damn deserve it lmao) TO SUFFER MORE I GOT SMACKED FOR KILLING ALD!YUNHO EITHER THAT OR WHAT HAPPENED TO ODLN!YEOSANG ARE WE SURE WE'RE SENDING REQUESTS OUT ???

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are you okay?

bro i'm working on 2 hours of sleep for the past month and a half. i am highly caffeinated and delirious 🤘