I miss Traveler, they were the first person to show me true human kindess.. the first to treat me like i was worth something more than being a killing machine, they showed me love and compassion, we used to exchange letters, they used to just sit in my lap while I told them sneznhayan folktales..
Paimon was so fun, I used to entertain her with my hydro while Traveler napped, she used to beg me to show her more hydro tricks, paimon reminded me of Teucer and my little siblings.
I wonder if Traveler is okay, if Traveler ever found their sibling? They always said they'd introduce us once they found their sibling, i wonder if they would have liked to meet me.
I still remember how Traveler tried to attack Zhongli when we accidentally saw him while me and them were doing a commission, Traveler never really liked Zhongli after what happened in Liyue, I had to hold them back.. I wish I let them attack him.
Traveler showed me that I'm allowed to feel things other than bloodlust and complete emptiness where my humanity once lay, the pain from the abyss was so horrible that they used to hold me while i sobbed in agony, I never wanted to let my guard down, but I guess Traveler just has that effect eh?
I miss them, they once said that when they found their sibling, they wanted to settle down in mondstat with me, I guess they forgot that mr darknight hero lives in mondstat and he doesn't like me much, well, he hates me less than the other harbingers since I was only 14 when he went on his rampage.
I wonder if Traveler remembers their promise, their promise to teach me khaenriahn, their promise to raise a dog with me and give us both a semi normal life.
-Childe, tag as fictive, #snappingfangs
