#snarling.txt

[laughing-and-snarling]

i've been trying hard not to relapse lately, therefore i think someone holding me down and biting me would be extremely healing. like not even that mean about it, just working down my neck and chest and thighs until the itch is gone away, leaving marks and bruises so i can press into them later when i've started to feel numb again.

[laughing-and-snarling]

and what still hurts the most is that none of this would've happened if i'd walked away when you told me to

[laughing-and-snarling]

i need someone to be angry at. i need someone to grab me by my neck and drag me out of the mud and slap me when i bite at them. i need someone to put a knife in my hand and tell me that no one else will carve me into an angel when i'm the one who built my wings.

[warcrimesimulator]

Fucking hate anti-environmentalist leftists. it's so spiteful and contrarian too because they know fine well progress is possible without mass environmental destruction, and that nonrenewable resources don't last forever- they just want to own the "ecofascists."

There's never any nuance- you either want to turn yellowstone national park into a parking lot or you're an anti-progress anticiv primmie.

[warcrimesimulator]

When I was in elementary school a group of boys from my class chased a small dog into the road intentionally so it would get hit, and were laughing because it got decapitated. This was during school btw, outdoors in the field during gym class. they never got in trouble for this at all but i got in trouble for being angry and upset.

[warcrimesimulator]

The context of trauma does not make your objectively irrational views on the world suddenly become rational. Not everything needs to be validated.

[warcrimesimulator]

russian propaganda is when jewish people have a critical opinion on how eastern european countries handle their wwii-era history. known russian propagandists the simon wiesenthal center.

[warcrimesimulator]

you ever realize that shit sucks for disabled and neurodivergent people because not enough ableds and neurotypicals care about us. like all of this could literally change tomorrow if enough people cared. realizing that in general being marginalized in any way means you're alone in your fight. it's hard to not be hopeless.