#snazum talks

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firm believer that both ruben and sonny (definitely sonny) are in denial of their own feelings for each other.

maybe i shouldn’t say denial. I should say oblivious. that doesn’t seem right either. I think they’re just dumb and unwilling to talk. (once again mainly sonny)

Below the cut is very very brief story ideas/prose

SCENE: Sonny and Ruben before the British Grand Prix. The Silent Room.

The buzz of the AC, muffled chatter of the track outside, the flick of the cards from Sonny’s gand. And millions of words unsaid.

> Do we have this?

> Will we win?

> Will I dissapoint you

And more thought’s left in the dark.

> Where do we stand?

> Do you care? Why are you here

> Will you stay?

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SCENE: Sonny at the end of the Abu Dhabi Grand Prix. The Sorrowful Celebration. The Dance.

These two have spent 30 years dancing around their feelings, 30 years oblivious/subconciously in denial to their feelings for each other.

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thinkin bout sonny being hesitant to let ruben touch his back, just being cautious bout anyone touching his back period

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Maybe one day I'll finish these, i have such cool ideas and no motivation. The getting there sucks, wish I could never see the finished product in my head, because then I'm satisfied and don't finish anything XDDD

I wanted to replicate this persons art, because it really speaks to me and just like, ya know learning rendering techniques. The top one is supposed to be all the huts in Slimes 100 Days zombie apocalypse vid. I wanted to do some sort of like, glitch effect as it switches between the three encounters idk. I had ideas. I will come back to it in due time.

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THE STICKERS ARE FINALLY READY!!!!

you can get them here!! ^v^

also let me know if there’s any other prints you’d like to see!!

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WIP scripting idea for a HLVRAI short film. Takes place between 1 and 2. It’s a game au, with a supernatural twist (he got sucked into the game and doesn’t remember). Looking for feedback. :3€

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ah fuck it i'm asking to the void but, does anyone know how many hours/days the events of HLVRAI span over? I might have to rewatch the series for this info ToT I do know they mention going to bed at the end of streams, so 4 days? fuck man i'm rambling cause i can

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i guess deep down, i am still obsessed with tf2, almost started crying cause of a scout changes over time vid

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this is just me theorizing and I haven't actually read any theories yet AND this is gonna be half baked cause I just want to put my surface thought so far into the world.

Wayne did say there was a deeper meaning behind HLAGE. And that it meant a lot to him (If i'm remembering correctly.)

And I think they said that gnome chompski representing chat was close and/or correct. Could the series sort of be a representation towards how he feels about streaming and creation? Having the gnome AKA "chat" take over and play HL2 sort of like a representation of having this giant shadow of what people want for HLVRAI2 sort of thing.

And also having this sort of love hate relationship. And growing fond of the gnome anyways, to the point that he realizes he misses the gnome when it's gone. (Never thought I realized idk the gnomes pronouns).

Uhhh there's more but I can't put word into thought yet. Take this as a demo???? Of my thoughts. I guess.