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i have to write this down in my fuckin internet diary before i forget: they call my name, i cross the stage, i shake dr kenner’s hand, i go to get my actual diploma from mr nunn, and something catches my eye. i look- dixon is backstage waving his ass off at me. the boy is so pure. a joy. i miss him

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I love my period tracker because 1. ally and I use the same app 2. it prepares me for terrible situations, such as I will be having 2 periods at camp this year and will also begin my period on my first day of classes at my new school this year. but at least I know months ahead of time now.

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how do i know what i want!!! how do i learn!!! how do i figure this out!!!!!

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next month marks one year since i got an alvvays tape at p4k and got obsessed w it but im only now learning the words, which is interesting because

im really connecting some of them to current situations

im finally getting back into Really Learning More Music 

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me looking at my * tag: thats about him, thats about him...... thats about somebody else!!! oh boy ok thats about him...... this is just shit..... thats him.....

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ok I'm crying at the first five minutes of zootopia...!!!! wowie!!!!!

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hey. I never thought I would be a person who would check the "outgoing" box on her college housing application, and I never thought I would be someone who has fun at school dances. I actively avoided homecoming for... so many years just because when I was in eighth grade I saw a boy I liked kiss someone there. last night I had like. 1 moment of angst but I was jumping up and down with Rahel and Sebastian so it was fine. other than that I had a great time!!! what else happened? I got kinkshamed by the kinkshamers, a milestone, and Trajan was a very sweet date for Ally and I liked him!!! we had fun!!! thanks for reading