#snowcast

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y'all may remember my stinkbug plush. decided to give it some mismatched eyes today which lead to some character development:

dark sparkly eye = grants life/stability. those who see this eye will heal from illness, injury, etc and regain their previous state of successful existence

etched shell eye = grants death/change. those who see this eye exit their current existence and enter a new state of being (or cease to exist altogether)

I'm planning on embroidering some sick floral patterns onto this fella's back to really sell the deity vibes (;

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lil buddy

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ahhh

just finished the last paper i’ll ever write for college. 

i feel good. i feel empty. i feel ... loss? my chest feels tight and heavy.

i feel this quiet importance rn, like this is a pivotal point in my playthrough. like i should have a seat on a bench and enjoy the view, but i’m caught up in missing it as it’s happening. 

have i become who i wanted to be? am i there? i think i am. 

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"I bet they don't have a single Pisscaso painting"

- my father

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behold, baby's first Monstera (adansonii)!!!!

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Wow I didn't know math had a band

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to my body hunger is an emotion ... eating an apple at 4:09pm in a socially distanced airport terminal cursing god and resisting the urge to cry and thanking my mom for saving my life with this tenderly sliced fruit

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If I were kinder (and male-er) I'd be such a himbo. it's a shame being mean is so fun