okay so you know that i'm a HUGE inspirit, but if i'm being completely honest, i don't really like infinite f's two single releases that much. i mean, i'm so incREDIBLY proud of them and glad that woollim let them debut as a unit together, but their music just doesn't flow with me ya know? BUT THEY'RE STILL MY BABIES I LOVE THEM SO MUCH DJKGK MY TRIO OF PRECIOUS FLOWERS
CHRISAWA + 32 (because eijun freaking out that chris thinks he's not as attractive as everyone says would fire him up so much he'd make a HUGE show out of it to show chris how gorgeous he is sajfkds)
32. “what do you mean you’re not attractive whatthefuck”
Eijun is standing close to him when he says it, body warm against Chris’. Confusion filters in first, following surprise, then a hot flash of enraged disbelief, and Eijun turns to Chris with wide eyes and furrowed brows.
“What do you mean you’re not attractive, whatthefuck?!” he all but shouts, and he knows he should keep his voice down really, but this is important.
Chris seems surprised at his outburst, because he blinks at Eijun instead of speaking, and Eijun takes the opportunity to continue with his incensed disagreement.
“Chris-senpai, you’re gorgeous!” There’s no time to feel ashamed by his statement as he leans in to survey Chris’ face. “You’ve got such strong features! Your jaw looks like it’s been cut from marble, your eyes are liquid gold that could make anyone melt, your lips are full and kissable, and let’s not even get started on how your body looks as if you were modeled after a Greek god!”
He’s rambling at this point, words sounding as if he’d pulled them from a cheesy shoujo manga, but he’s adamant in making sure that Chris– his most important senpai– understands how good looking he really is.
Chris clears his throat finally after a few heavy moments of silence between them, and Eijun finds that his own breathing is harsh after his declarations. Man, he’d used up a lot of energy.
“As long as you think so,” Chris states evenly, and it takes Eijun a handful of seconds to catch up to the statement. He flushes a bright red then, and rubs sheepishly at his head while grinning widely.
19. Have you played any instruments before? Which instruments?answered
21. List 3 things you like about yourself?answered34. Which fantasy world would you like to visit the most?i think i’d like to live in harry potter because i want to be a wizard.
70. What are the best things about winter?big heavy warm blankets /dies/ they are just soooo comfy and let’s not forget all the warm drinks like hot coco! i’m all about feeling toasty
89. Are you a pessimist or an optimist?i’m a pessimistic person because i do not like disappointments;;;; so i just think of the worse outcome just in case to protect myself.
103. Favorite food?anything that can be eaten with rice and anything that do with rice because rice = my life. somehow i’ll always make sure i have had some rice in my day.148. What advice would you give to yourself 5 years ago?i’d tell myself that i should look into makeup time to time and not wait till now to just start getting into it/practicing OTL. i really regret not getting a feel for makeup/fashion 5 years ago which would have helped me a lot when i was attending public schools for the first time. send me a number from 1-150
surprise! i'm your secret valentine! HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!! ♡
I know you like Kaisoo, so for your gift, I have written you something! I hope you like it!
Title: Constellations
Pairing: Kaisoo
Length: one shot (~900)
Rating: PG-13
Genre: romance
Summary: Kyungsoo was Jongin’s own special star; nothing shone brighter than he did.
“Kyungsoo.”
His name was like a breath of fresh air; fresher than the soft fragrance of roses wafting throughout the calm night. It rolled sweetly off the tip of Jongin’s tongue, and he smiled as he watched the stars finally come out of hiding after a long day and light up the dark canvas above the earth. The field was silent except for the chirping of the summer cicadas and the steady heartbeats of the young couple occupying a small spot on the grass.
“Mmm?” The wide-eyed boy next to him turned his body to face his in response to his name.
“Do you ever just want to disappear and travel to a place a million miles away?” Jongin asked softly, his hair falling over his eyes as a light breeze blew over them. Kyungsoo’s eyes widened even more with slight worry, and his hand reached out to grasp the younger boy’s. Their fingers intertwined and Kyungsoo could feel warm electricity pulsating beneath Jongin’s flesh. He studied his face cautiously; plump lips slightly parted with faint puffs escaping from between them like little clouds; cheeks flushed a light crimson under the moonlight, and eyes gleaming from beneath his dark locks like two constellations. Jongin lifted his free hand and made a motion that seemed to be as if he were trying to pluck a star out of the sky. His fingertips grasped nothing but emptiness.
“So close, yet so very far away,” he mumbled, a hint of disappointment suddenly evident underneath his tone. “Just like us.”
“What are you talking about?” Kyungsoo’s voice came out in an unintended whimper. He noticed Jongin’s jaw tighten, followed by the tightening of his grip on his hand.
“Jong-“
Jongin swiftly leaned in and connected his mouth harshly with Kyungsoo’s, knocking the breath out of the littler boy. When Jongin’s lips began to move, Kyungsoo resisted at first – but soon fell prey when the strangely sweet taste of his tongue made its way into his mouth and left him craving for more. An emotion he had never felt before erupted in his chest; was it love, or was it lust? Kyungsoo had next to no experience when it came to feeling. Could he really fall for someone like Kim Jongin, a younger boy who always spoke in odd melancholic ways and had a fixation with the universe and everything beyond life?
He moaned softly as he felt Jongin at the base of his throat and gently tilted his head back, allowing for him to kiss every inch of his exposed neck. Jongin’s full weight was now on top of him, and he gasped as Jongin reached down and pulled his thighs up around his waist. He heard the zipper of his pants being dragged down excruciatingly slowly and raised his hips until his crotch brushed up against Jongin’s growing hard on. His body was saying yes, but his mind still contained a seed of uncertainty. It wasn’t until his pants were nearly at his ankles when he fully realised with dread the scene that was about to unfold if he did not take immediate action.
And out in the open too.
“Jongin!” he cried as he sat up and pushed the dazed boy off of him. Kyungsoo ran his hands through his hair, fairly exasperated and shocked, causing pieces of grass tangled within his locks to fall back onto the ground where they belonged. Silence lingered between the two for what seemed like a lifetime. It was Jongin who spoke first.
“Why do you keep pushing me away?” he whispered shakily, his nails digging into the ground. “You say you won’t ever leave me, but how can I believe you when you hardly let me touch you?”
Kyungsoo sighed as he took in Jongin’s sombre expression and inched closer to the hunched figure in the darkness.
“I won’t ever leave you. But I’m also just not ready yet.”
Kyungsoo made the promise to himself that he would never try to upset or leave Jongin intentionally. He also made a promise deep down that he would not become completely vulnerable and exposed to someone else. His feelings were his, and he wasn’t ready to share them. At least he thought he wasn’t.
“That was my first kiss ever, Jongin,” he added in an attempt to make Jongin feel better about himself. “It was a good one, too.”
Jongin’s lips pulled up at the corners and Kyungsoo couldn’t help but chuckle at his boyish charm. Kyungsoo may think that he was good at keeping himself as an unread book, but when Jongin looked deep into his eyes, he swore he could see the entire universe; the galaxies bursting within the boy like the way the fireworks would paint the sky on the fourth of July; the explosion of feelings erupting inside his heart like a supernova.
“I’ve looked at millions of stars within my lifetime. But none of them shined as bright as you,” was all he could say before Kyungsoo wrapped his arms around him and embraced him closely.