#snowflake probs

[thesecondsnowflake]

How many times should I email my professor for help

Cuz I mean I already sent her two do I send a third or is that desperate idk

[thesecondsnowflake]

By the way I have a cosplay blog

It’s new and I’m not good at posting but if you want to hear about my latest shenanigans, this is the place to go:

https://faescosplay.tumblr.com/

Thanks guys. :D

[thesecondsnowflake]

Classes haven’t even started yet and everything is on fire.

[thesecondsnowflake]

So I won a teeth whitening thing and you’d THINK I’d be full and brimming with confidence but now I’m just worried about staining them and guess who ate mustard the other day and is not doing well :^))))

[thesecondsnowflake]

MY DAD’S THE BEST AND ID ON’T WORSD

My dad is precious and sweet- I’m working on a couple costumes from Tokyo Ghoul (Kaneki and Eto) and he was gonna watch the show or read the manga JUST BECAUSE I’m making those costumes like that was it. That’s all. I mean he watches a little anime but he didn’t like Attack on Titan no way he’d like Tokyo Ghoul. 

And I just? Am so touched???? Like I’ve been really moody the last couple days so that’s probably part of it but like. My dad wanted to be supportive and he was just gonna start watching this anime without looking into it at all and I’m c r y i n g because I still feel really self conscious about cosplaying and it just means a lot to me that he would do that... And I mean I kind of talked him out of it (YOU CAN’T JUST LET SOMEONE YOU LOVE WATCH TOKYO GHOUL WITHOUT WARNING THEM WHAT THEY’RE GETTING INTO and I really don’t think he’d enjoy it it’s just not his style, y’know?) But still. I’m just. I love my dad. And I tried to iterate to him how much I appreciate him but I. Don’t. Think. It got across like I just WORDS and TIRED and EMOTIONS and it’s LATE AND NOW I’M JUST CRYING THIS IS AWFUL.

[thesecondsnowflake]

my dearest mother: I hate how whenever X happens, people tell me I'm doing something wrong!!!

me, to myself, where she can't hear me: Maybe that's..... Because............ You're doing............ Something........ Wrong.............................................

[thesecondsnowflake]

The model I’m working on now isn’t nearly as well put together as the last one I made.

But it’s ok, my professor isn’t grading me on how perfect it is.

He’s grading on improvement. :^)

[thesecondsnowflake]

OK so we all know how terrible it is when you plan a social situation in your head and the other person forgets the lines.

But today

Today I forgot MY LINES

I WAS CLEVER AND ON THE BALL FOR A WHOLE 30 MINUTES

AND THEN HE SAYS SOMETHING I PLANNED FOR AND IT’S ALL GONE

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