Fandom Snowflake, Day 11
Alright, still playing catch up today. Will I make it? Lets find out!
Day 11
Share a book/song/movie/tv show/fanwork/etc that changed your life. Leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.
Nightfall in Middle Earth. If it were not for this album I seriously think I would be a completely different person. This is the album that first really introduced me to metal, without this album I’d probably not be nearly as big of a fangirl over all of these elves as I am now, and really...I don’t think I’d be as involved in fandom at all.
Alright so, I had read Lord of the Rings and even the Silmarillion before ever listening to anything off of Nightfall in Middle Earth. I had some trouble with Tolkien’s writing and wasn’t really used to his style. I liked Lord of the Rings well enough, and thought that Éowyn and Faramir were cool. It wasn’t really something I could see myself picking up again, however. And when I first read the Silmarillion? I’m sorry but...yeah I could barely get through it. I was expecting something far different (and more novel-like) at the time than the history book of an alternate reality that I ended up getting.I just...didn’t get it.
And then, I stumbled across Blind Guardian. I remember reading about the Nightfall in Middle Earth album while going on a wiki-walk through TV Tropes one day. I was looking to put together a new playlist for a fantasy novel I’d started working on, so I figured, eh, why not?
I went on Youtube, I looked up the album, I listened to this song:
And that was it for me. It was...it was amazing. Everything I was looking for in music but never knew I wanted. Dramatic, and intense and near operatic at times and...I was in love. I listened through the entire album. And then I listened again, and again.
This album was based off of that book I had read? The dry history tome that I could barely finish? I decided I needed to pick up the Silmarillion again and give it another read. And now, with those songs playing through my mind, looking at these elves, these characters that had been brought to life in Blind Guardian’s music for me, I was finally getting it. Maybe knowing what I was going into the second time around helped, and without those expectations I had before the book as it was was finally able to speak to me. But had fallen in love. I could see events unfolding in my mind. Fëanor’s confrontation with Fingolfin became an image burned brightly in my mind. The deaths of the trees became something altogether more heartwrending and tragic to me. It hurt me in a way it hadn’t before when Fëanor died. And I found I kind of loved this book? And I wanted to re-read it more and more, and each time I did I discovered something new that I’d missed in other readings. Maglor, Maedhros, Fingon, Finrod, Aredhel, Haleth, Amlach, Azaghal...I fell in love with these characters and soon I couldn’t shut up about them.
By now, music wise I was going on Pandora and discovering new bands by the song: Elvenking, Korpiklaani, Nightwish, Helloweeen, Battlelore... I was becoming obsessed.
I was sucked up into fandom soon after, because...well I needed to find other people who loved these things as much as I did. This year will be the 10th year I have been involved in Silmarillion fandom, and really, fandom in general, and it all started with this album.












