Jul 16
Yesterday I was told that ‘one day you need to be ready because you’ll have to do hard things’ and I didn’t know what to say because everything feels hard. I do push myself, every day feels like I’m pushing myself, but it’s never enough It Seems…
And I wonder if maybe it really is that gen-z thing where I’ve Avoided for too long and it’s my own fault my comfort zone is too small, or if my mental health struggles and stuff that has happened has warranted this outcome… but I feel like it doesn’t matter, either way I’m buried deep underground and it doesn’t matter how I got there. And oh boy my nails are chock full of dirt but I’m not movin anywhere.