#so disrespected

[gynandromorph]

*clenches fist* I JUST LOVE COMICS AND CARTOONS SO MUCH AS A CONCEPT...

[sphealrical]

Pls somebody post in whatever tag I must follow to keep seeing that comic. ..

[imooimvu]

Devs: I got a string of messages from Guest_Barber giving me gyazo links. Screenshots of someone who had been requesting things from me personally to have one of my other requests ripped. I don’t know why they chose to flaunt that they did it, but needless to say, I’m unsatisfied with the situation. Finding out that zkril was the one behind it and was already reported just makes me want to find the guy and pummel him myself for continuing to do it. Seeing as he’s the same guy who stole from Ever and Handle.

And now I see reblogs of other people dealing with similar problems to my own. Good luck to you all, let’s find the scum’s new account and get that shit banned.

I had to confront 5ylveon--someone I had been doing requests for, for months--just to get the name of this thief. I threatened to sell her out, and even though she complied, I don’t feel like letting her off the hook. So, to 5ylveon: Trying to own up to it after the fact that you’ve been sold out is down right ridiculous. I know you’re not sorry and I know you would have kept doing it, had they not given up screenshots of your name and all the messages you sent requesting two or more of MY products simply because it wasn’t available to everyone. I can’t tell you how disrespected I feel. Disappointed, too. Sorry I can’t do more than report you to my fellow devs and hope others steer clear of your bullshit. Consider yourself blacklisted.

[eternalalm]

All the confidence and happiness that I worked so hard to build up over the past two weeks has now completely gone yay

[bend-the-forks]

OMG WE JUST ORDERED PIZZA ONLINE AND MY BROTHER WAS LIKE "OH AND PLEASE DRAW AN ALIEN HOLDING A PINEAPPLE" 

and I was like "Oh can you also tell them to draw Smaug?"

He said no so I said "Please draw Thorin Oakenshield then?" and what he puts is:

"Draw an alien holding a pineapple and also my sister wants you to draw a dwarf (something like oakshieldbeard)"

NOOOOO AND NOW HE'S LAUGHING TO HIMSELF GOING "OMG WHAT IF THEY DRAW A DWARF WITH AN OAKSHIELD FOR A BEARD?"

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

[clouddustrayoflight]

i suggest you get your hands off of me before i break your neck

[lacetiights]

Tonight

So Jon wants to come over. He texts me at like midnight. I say "Okay, when?"

Jon: Soon...idk

I wait. (its not like i'm going to sleep anyway)

It gets to be 1:45 AM and I haven't heard from him.

Me: If I don't hear what's going on before 2AM then forget about this.

Him: (Of course right away..) I'll be there in 1/2 hour.

I wait. It gets to be 2:40 and I haven't heard anything, so I say "Fuck that. I'm going to sleep."

My phone wakes me up at 3:45 AM. 

Jon: Hey I'm on my way over now. I have a surprise for you.

Me: WHAT THE FUCK (<---in my head of course) 

He gets here at like 4:10 and his surprise (this is actually precious) is that he wore his lil ROTC uniform top over here because he thought "girls like men in uniform" (WELL THAT he is SO right about, he looked. sexy.)

ANYWAY. He's like "hey you still have the condom i left here last time?"

Me: yea. (i get it out.)

We hook up, aka, i blow him. Then. We lay and talk for like, 1/2 hour. He says that he's "incapable of getting hard again" because he's too tired and drank too much earlier..

I wish I could say I was surprised that he was going to back out on MY FUCKING END OF THINGS AGAIN, but I'm not. I'm just pissed.

He gets up to leave and get his clothes on, and right before he opens the door, he snatches the condom up.

Me: oh, fuck no what do you think you're doing?

Jon: This is mine..

I hop up and fucking like jump on him to get it back and I say this isn't fair cos I never get what I want.

He pushes me against the wall (We're in the hallway) really hard and says "what the fuck are you doing, this is mine." and walks out. 

I text him and said "Forget my name, delete this number"

Took all the texts and phone calls out of my phone, deleted his number, then deleted him off facebook.

Fuck that. Never getting what you want is one thing, but getting pushed up against the wall and yelled at is something totally fucking different. 

And, this is all especially fucked up because when we were just lying there talking, he was treating me so nice. He was asking me questions about school and my life and stuff, and I was thinking that he might have changed a little and wasn't such a bad guy.

But honestly, I'm so DONE with boys disrespecting me like this. This just put things over the top for me, for real. Especially after hanging out with Tyler last night, and seeing how men SHOULD treat women. What Jon did and what he's DONE, even in the past is not okay. And I'm legitimately standing up for myself from now on and I'm not letting myself get treated like that again, ever.