May 14
two hour nap and another dream,, sighs,,, all I have are dreams and photos hes sent me,,,, he is so beautiful waah- I dont know how Im going to see him in real life if he's this beautiful,,, this time, in my dream, he was speaking Russian again but it was in my ear and it sounded more like rambling,,, I think we were holding each other,,,, I love holding people,, nice touch has always been a big thing for me ! and we were holding each other and it was such a soft dream,, it felt soft,,, it looked soft,,,, one day Ill draw it..
sometimes, in my dreams, I see 'color' or I 'feel' a texture,, even if it isnt real or is just a common association my brain makes,,,, it really helps me remember these dreams.