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Ill make an intro later,, just know I occasionally pop up on blogs, Im rq-adjacent, and Ive got some issues I dont particularly address.

paired profile picture with my dearly beloved ( @fischhirnn ) !!!

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Z conditions me through cookies I get a cookie when I do well. do you get a cookie? not from Z you dont.

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Moose is back, everyone scooch out of the way

we are sorry you have to reiterate to others u dont want flirting, very annoying

hope ur havin’ a decent day

- 🫎 (👾 i’m here too, hi)

hello Moose! sorry I didnt answer this yesterday, I was busy clearing out my inbox, and thank you for the sentiment. it was an okay day! and hello to the little 8bit Galaga alien!

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ok let me clarify, even though Ive said it a billion times before. I do not want people sending me sexual or flirtatious asks. Im dating, Im happy, and quite frankly I dont need a goddamn buffer to my relationship. dont send these period, but especially if youre a chronominor. also, dont ask me if I want a third in my relationship. Im not interested. my boyfriend isnt interested either. if people could treat me as a person with autonomy who made this decision in a safe state of mind thatd be nice.

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*bonks you and runs* /pos /silly

oh my

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you have a moose in your inbox now

- 🫎

Just as I saw an actual moose too! haha, thats funny ^^ but, either way, I suppose I do now!

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Throws like a leek or something at you

go sit in the timeout corner until you stop playing with your food.

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ur freaky how do u eat cereal

I dont eat cereal , um,,, if I did I think Id eat it with milk.

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hand holding isnt enough, I need to be glued to your skin, seeing every minute of every day and being in constant contact.

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even though its Sunday and I should attend church, I really dont want to. today I think Im going to skip church and sleep in for a bit,,,, hehe,, this is probably the most rebellious Ill ever be ;;

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I am so full of railroad ballast. I eat it regularly and it weighs me down and I lay on my boyfriend even though we're several hours apart and work solely as a weighted blanket.

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my beloved went to bed. time to eat a whole head of lettuce.

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remembering to take my medicine because otherwise itd make my beloved very upset if I didnt. and I dont want to make him very upset, no , I wanna make him homemade cookies and feed them to him. I also want to break someones spine but thats an issue I will address with my psychiatrist in a lonely room.

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you irk him. not me, never me, no. I am his well-behaved boy and I shut up and listen to him if he tells me to do something. we are fundamentally different.

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pokes you gently in a friendly way

hello! Groß, right? thats a very interesting name, I see plenty of names that originate from German, such as Emma or Ida, but Ive never seen one directly use German characters! I assume, even though your previous posts state that your from Russia, you speak some German? sorry, I havent fully socialized myself today ;;;;

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I feel like a little child, running with my tail between my legs to go cling to z and cry . its stupid, I have no reason to be scared, its a piece of paper telling me if I do or if I dont have some stupid disorder, but its really scary to think that theres been people living in my brain this whole time and just taking up space and Im scared none of my thoughts are my own. I dont know, this is ridiculous, I feel like a little child with my grandma calling me her little lamb again.

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now that Im up and thinking hard on everything after my three back to back naps,,, I think hed look good in anything /// hed look amazing in traditional wedding attire, but hed probably look amazing even in pyjamas, or even just shorts and a tank top,, hes so endearing to me, the only sane way I can describe what I feel for him is by telling others that I need him more than I need air sometimes ;;