#so much bitterness

[wishyoudwell]

ive been experiencing every possible ailment recently especially today was painful. i was in so much pain. so to cope i will project everything i felt onto four. have fun feeling like you just got stabbed 4444 times boy.

[destielwarmsthecocklesofmyheart]

Confession time.

I’ve been doing a destiel rewatch (haven’t really gotten that far) and I have to say that it is not bringing me joy.

Don’t get me wrong. There are episodes I enjoy and I love seeing Destiel interaction, but more often than not I find my bitterness over the finale just growing with every passing episode.

It is so hard for me to keep watching when I know what everything is leading towards.

The complete and total let down

The disappointment of seeing characters you’ve become so invested in having craptastic endings.

For those few of you who were actually following along with my rewatch, I have to unfortunately stop.

I’m gonna take a break from Supernatural for a while. I will most definitely still be reblogging Supernatural posts and destiel/cockles posts. I just can’t bring myself to keep watching each episode

Hopefully in time I’ll get a desire to rewatch again but for now I just have to take solace in the amazing posts that my fellow tumblr users create and the amazing analyses they provide.

Thanks!

Until next time

[thief-anon]

anger

[takaraphoenix]

oth are lanky cats, sun and sea, just good and relaxing. Solangelo is nice and all but.. sun and darkness.. hm.. nah thanks, unless part of an OT3/4OH, and something I always wanted to talk about to someone. Seaweed brain..ew...did Riordan ship them to the point of making Percy's nickname a potential shipname? Gimme that bucket, please.(I love how we turned your tumblr into a Riordan Critical feast)

*lol* Oh dear gods, Seaweed Brain as potential ship name, I never… oh gods. Help. xD Now I will never be able to unsee that. I blame you. Holding you responsible for that.

Mhmh, I prefer the kittens of the sun and sea together, yeah. And that OT3 option was something I played with in the, ah, early stages before my bitterness fully overtook me and forbade me from indulging in anything involving Will and Nico with aaany potential of a ship. If not for said bitterness and the canon and fandom shit that created said bitterness, this would be a highly sailed OT3 by me. *tilts head*

[it-feels-like-a-perfect-night]

moving on from the interview, i dont have time, desire nor energy to discuss 4 words any longer about what it means or doesn’t mean, good lord some of you are hostile AF over this whole situation!  Think what you want to, or think nothing at all, and carry on.... 

[taikoturtle]

Random observation, but when I take a step back and look at fandom posts (more modern fandoms and going forward) I feel as if it's like... like the intensity is either 0 or 100 with barely any in between. There's no casual viewer anymore. I'm not saying that's necessarily a bad thing since it's good to have a critical eye, but at the same time like shit, I just want to casually enjoy this content sometimes. Let me breathe yo

[luxettenebra]

You've ruined a perfectly good Jedi is what. *gestures wildly at Malak* Look at him, he's got anxiety.

“Well, maybe if the Council had listened and got up off their asses to fight the Mandalorians and protect the Republic----which, you know, is their job----maybe neither of us would have been ruined.”

[pasmal]

daily reminder that if u’re a cheater u’re a garbage person 💕